Some last minute company?

[BPDbitch]

Feeling a little nauseous now that I've got into bed. I also have ligature marks on the front of my neck and my head feels a bit fuzzy. I'm thinking of going to see my boyfriend tomorrow, I don't know how I could have thought to leave him

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

Don't blame yourself. I'm sure he'll want to give you some much needed hugs. I'm sorry your head is fuzzy. If you want putting a warm washcloth on your head always feels nice.

 

[Otter]

@Lostandfound7 you know I think I've kind of fallen in love with your profile pic

I always think it's Strawberry Shortcake, because I just see the color out of the corner of my eye.

 

[sickInsominic42]

Don't let the ignorance of others destroy you. I'm glad you are back home and doing better

 

[Pan]

Well folks, it's finally here.

I'm hoping to ctb within the next couple of hours. Right now I'm enjoying some cans, listening to music, and trying to tidy my flat as best I can. Just looking for some chat/company leading up to it, about anything and everything!

I'm going with full suspension this time, as partial has failed me multiple times over the past 7 years.

SS has been a massive help over the years. Never been too active on either here or Reddit, but I lurked on both lots. Very helpful and supportive. I hope everyone finds what they're looking for.

I feel oddly calm, but we'll see how long that lasts for. I really would like to go, this time.

(Mods, I'll self ban, clear history etc before my attempt. Would like to stay on for now! )

So sorry that you are catching the bus, friend; your choice of method is sound; this is precisely the method I will use when I catch bus in the spring.

 

[sickInsominic42]

I hope your doing a bit better today. If you ever need to talk I'm here (unless my meds kicked in then I'm here physically not mentally lol.) I hope you figure things out for yourself

 

[LadyApple]

I feel so guilty about my boyfriend. He called me earlier and could sense how flat/detached I sounded. I hate leaving him like this, but I need to. I'm going to listen to our song as I do it

At least you have a boyfriend.

 

[BPDbitch]

At least you have a boyfriend.

Don't come at me with that crap the day after I tried to kill myself. If that's your reason for wanting to ctb I'd strongly reconsider.

 

[6Judas6]

So you're still alive.
Is that good thing?
Will you try again?

 

[Jessamine]

So you're still alive.
Is that good thing?
Will you try again?

So what's your story 6Judas6?

 

[LadyApple]

Don't come at me with that crap the day after I tried to kill myself. If that's your reason for wanting to ctb I'd strongly reconsider.

I'm new here. What does ctb mean? Didn't mean to offend you or anyone that was just my first reaction. People here get so angry so easily. I didn't mean to ask you to stay and I really wish you a successful and happy journey to the other side and I want the same thing too.

 

[BPDbitch]

I'm new here. What does ctb mean? Didn't mean to offend you or anyone that was just my first reaction. People here get so angry so easily. I didn't mean to ask you to stay and I really wish you a successful and happy journey to the other side and I want the same thing too.

I'm sorry for being snappy, but my attempt has put a massive strain on my relationship (as I should have expected), and today has been generally awful. I'm sorry you've found yourself on SS. Ctb = catch the bus, ie commit suicide.

 

[6Judas6]

So what's your story 6Judas6?

That is a long story. Maybe before killing me, I talk about it.

 

[Egddios]

@BPDbitch I'm sending you a big hug and hoping you've been able to sleep. May those around you be supportive, encouraging and loving, and may the meds be strong*

*I love being well sedated and/or under anesthesia, it's such a relief.

 

[lost_soul83]

Well folks, it's finally here.

I'm hoping to ctb within the next couple of hours. Right now I'm enjoying some cans, listening to music, and trying to tidy my flat as best I can. Just looking for some chat/company leading up to it, about anything and everything!

I'm going with full suspension this time, as partial has failed me multiple times over the past 7 years.

SS has been a massive help over the years. Never been too active on either here or Reddit, but I lurked on both lots. Very helpful and supportive. I hope everyone finds what they're looking for.

I feel oddly calm, but we'll see how long that lasts for. I really would like to go, this time.

(Mods, I'll self ban, clear history etc before my attempt. Would like to stay on for now! )

Much love and peace to you sweetheart.

 

[sickInsominic42]

I'm glad that your still here. Even if it's for a day or a week or even a month. You showed a great amount of strength in talking to someone and getting some help. I don't know if you changed your mind completely about ctb but in the meantime we're all glad your still here

 

[LastRide]

just in case you find a strangler and you don't want to do it anymore...let me know please, pass onthe contact....til then hugs and kisses and let me know whether I can do anything for you my soul sister !

 

[Pan]

I wish you the best, but I suppose you have heard enough of the well-wishing platitudes. Best of luck, however, and regardless of the path you have chosen to take.i don't know you but I do know that you are a part of my family and I LOVE YOU.