Some days man. Smh

[Fktw0rld]

Some days are just brutal. Nothing additional happens to intensify the mental struggle. Just wake up and your brain chemicals say, "f**k you even more" today. Waking up to life, feeling hollow and empty, detached from everything and everyone, it all intensifies. Some days are bearable, some days just aren't. Nothing different about the day, just the unseen battle in the mind I guess. Demons get a tighter grip some days.

 

[deathisnear]

Truer words never were spoken. I too know that daily battle. Most days aren't bearable, very few are, but some days, those demons get their grip. I can;t wait for my demons to be too strong and let them take me over the edge once and for all.

 

[Fktw0rld]

Truer words never were spoken. I too know that daily battle. Most days aren't bearable, very few are, but some days, those demons get their grip. I can;t wait for my demons to be too strong and let them take me over the edge once and for all.

Same here, my friend ...Same here

 

[deathisnear]

Same here, my friend ...Same here

Hopefully we can find our peace soon

 

[SunshineAndSuicide]

Some days are just brutal. Nothing additional happens to intensify the mental struggle. Just wake up and your brain chemicals say, "f**k you even more" today. Waking up to life, feeling hollow and empty, detached from everything and everyone, it all intensifies. Some days are bearable, some days just aren't. Nothing different about the day, just the unseen battle in the mind I guess. Demons get a tighter grip some days.

I have never related more to something in my life than this ! Soooo relatable !

 

[jodes2]

Some days are just brutal. Nothing additional happens to intensify the mental struggle. Just wake up and your brain chemicals say, "f**k you even more" today. Waking up to life, feeling hollow and empty, detached from everything and everyone, it all intensifies. Some days are bearable, some days just aren't. Nothing different about the day, just the unseen battle in the mind I guess. Demons get a tighter grip some days.

Same! What is it with waking up and always feeling empty

 

[thebunny]

as someone who's at constant war with themselves everyday, i feel your suffering. there never seems to be a day where it feels like i'm winning. i've started to become friends with my demons and we're all just waiting for the inevitable. i hope we're able to find our well-deserved peace soon. wishing you well and sending you hugs.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I find it so horrible waking up knowing that I have to endure another day of suffering all for the sake of it. It's so awful how things can get worse at any moment as well. Life is just too cruel and none of us here should have to endure all this misery.

 

[Fktw0rld]

To wake up everyday and live life sitting on the edge of my bed. With absolutely nothing holding me here. Not eating, with food available. Not talking, with people around me. No ability to engage or appreciate and enjoy my surroundings. Like, it's all here! I'm surrounded by it, everything, everyone. But in my mind I'm sitting at the bottom of a pit, surrounded by darkness, alone and waiting for death. I guess the lead singer of Creed (as much as I hate to say it cause I can't stand that band) had a valid point when he said, "I've created my own prison."

Edit: No offense to any Creed fans out there