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not advice as in "getting better", i think i found one of the best ways to do it. i live with my parents so i can't yet but if you live alone i recommend this. a portable generator is readily available and only about $200. i've never used one but i can't imagine it's that hard. i think this will be my way out once i get access to one
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This seems really interesting. I wish I could get one but unfortunately I don't think I ever can as I'm living with parents and independence seems impossible for me to achieve
 
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This seems really interesting. I wish I could get one but unfortunately I don't think I ever can as I'm living with parents and independence seems impossible for me to achieve
same here, but when i get a car, maybe when they're all at work i can run to walmart real fast and bring it back and store it in my closet until it's time
 
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A generator may not produce enough CO for a quick death if that is the intention. Does it have a CO sensor for protection? The other emissions may cause unwanted side effects. If you live in a multi story building the neighbors will be very happy about the noise that this thing makes for many hours. Imo not a good idea. Yet people have died by accident from generators.
 
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Not a good idea, can kill a lot of people. CO is deadly as the body can't detect it and it builds up over time so even tiny amounts will kill.
 
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A generator may not produce enough CO for a quick death if that is the intention. Does it have a CO sensor for protection? The other emissions may cause unwanted side effects. If you live in a multi story building the neighbors will be very happy about the noise that this thing makes for many hours. Imo not a good idea. Yet people have died by accident from generators.
well yeah it's not quick as in within minutes but in concentrations above 1000 ppm you'll be dead within 2 hours at most. i doubt cheap generators like that have sensors or safety features honestly. yeah im sure it would be pretty painful but as long as i don't have to hang my self im happy. also luckily no i plan to do it in my houses garage. if i lived in a tall building id have jumped off of it
Not a good idea, can kill a lot of people. CO is deadly as the body can't detect it and it builds up over time so even tiny amounts will kill.
you do know this is a suicide forum right? effectiveness is kinda the point
 
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MyTimeIsUp

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And what about the people that find you? I couldn't do this as I'd kill the others in the building I live in, plus the people that eventually found me. Your method should only end you, not others, surely?
 
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Where can you get that from? And is it a guaranteed death?
 
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And what about the people that find you? I couldn't do this as I'd kill the others in the building I live in, plus the people that eventually found me. Your method should only end you, not others, surely?
it should only end me and that's what would happen if you do it right, but worst case scenario it hurts someone else. what am i gonna do feel bad about it?
Where can you get that from? And is it a guaranteed death?
walmart lowe's home depot etc, i don't see any way it could fail but of course nothing is 100% not even a gunshot to the head
 
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not advice as in "getting better", i think i found one of the best ways to do it. i live with my parents so i can't yet but if you live alone i recommend this. a portable generator is readily available and only about $200. i've never used one but i can't imagine it's that hard. i think this will be my way out once i get access to one
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Good idea. I like it❤️
 
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A generator may not produce enough CO for a quick death if that is the intention. Does it have a CO sensor for protection? The other emissions may cause unwanted side effects. If you live in a multi story building the neighbors will be very happy about the noise that this thing makes for many hours. Imo not a good idea. Yet people have died by accident from generators.
Is it a CO generator ? Or can it generate any gas ? What are other emissions? Is it available only in USA ? It just says portable generator. Are these the ones used when there is no electricity?
 
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it should only end me and that's what would happen if you do it right, but worst case scenario it hurts someone else. what am i gonna do feel bad about it?
You could pick a method that wouldn't potentially kill others. It is your choice to end your life, why do you think it's acceptable to potentially to it to others that don't want to die?
 
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You could pick a method that wouldn't potentially kill others. It is your choice to end your life, why do you think it's acceptable to potentially to it to others that don't want to die?
the only other method is hanging
Is it a CO generator ? Or can it generate any gas ? What are other emissions? Is it available only in USA ? It just says portable generator. Are these the ones used when there is no electricity?
There's no such thing as a co generator lol nobody wants it. any gasoline powered penetration is good. im sure they have them world wide. and yes they're for power outages and camping
 
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it should only end me and that's what would happen if you do it right, but worst case scenario it hurts someone else. what am i gonna do feel bad about it?

walmart lowe's home depot etc, i don't see any way it could fail but of course nothing is 100% not even a gunshot to the head
Oh I'm not from America. I can't get that and I was hoping gunshot would be 100%.
 
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Oh I'm not from America. I can't get that and I was hoping gunshot would be 100%.
i can't think of why your country wouldn't have them? it's normally 90% but if you stand in water it's 100% because if you don't die from the shot you'll drown afterwards. wish i had a gun but i never will
 
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And what about the people that find you? I couldn't do this as I'd kill the others in the building I live in, plus the people that eventually found me. Your method should only end you, not others, surely?
well too bad for them, collateral damage!

just kidding haha :hihi:
 
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A few years ago the place where I'm from suffered a big natural disaster and we went without energy for a very long time so people began getting their own personal generators for their house instead of relying on the main energy grids since they weren't working. I've used and been around lots of portable generators and have been right in front of it doing maintenance for several hours sometimes and I'm still alive.

If you decide to use this as a method make sure to do lots of research on the generator's specifications, because at least all the ones I've worked with won't (at least it's not likely) kill you, they all still have the warnings and labels saying otherwise but it's mostly for legal issues and because it really does have a chance to kill you, though realistically it's not as high as you'd think. It might be possible to set up a very small contained area with just enough space for you and the generator and set up in such a manner that it maximizes the CO produced in this space as much as possible, that's probably the only way this would be a viable method.
 
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A few years ago the place where I'm from suffered a big natural disaster and we went without energy for a very long time so people began getting their own personal generators for their house instead of relying on the main energy grids since they weren't working. I've used and been around lots of portable generators and have been right in front of it doing maintenance for several hours sometimes and I'm still alive.

If you decide to use this as a method make sure to do lots of research on the generator's specifications, because at least all the ones I've worked with won't (at least it's not likely) kill you, they all still have the warnings and labels saying otherwise but it's mostly for legal issues and because it really does have a chance to kill you, though realistically it's not as high as you'd think. It might be possible to set up a very small contained area with just enough space for you and the generator and set up in such a manner that it maximizes the CO produced in this space as much as possible, that's probably the only way this would be a viable method.
i don't understand how it wouldn't work. people die from it all the time? and they all give off carbon monoxide
 
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i don't understand how it wouldn't work. people die from it all the time? and they all give off carbon monoxide
If you set it up like coal burning inside a tent with you in it I think it could work, but the generator alone won't be enough. Where I'm from people depend on personal generators and some people even keep the generator inside their homes facing a window and keep it on all the time and still don't die. I've worked with them for hours at a time, breathing in the fumes without caring if I die, and unfortunately I'm still alive.

It could definitely still work as a method if you set it up in a small environment such that it produces and keeps enough CO there that you breathe less and less oxygen and more CO instead. It would basically end up being something somewhat similar to the exit bag method, but just like it, it won't kill you if the generator has good enough ventilation such that you won't breathe enough CO to actually kill you and instead continue to breathe a good amount of oxygen. Not saying it wouldn't work, just saying to be mindful of all the factors leading to this method working and not failing. Another thing to keep in mind is that they are very very loud, I could hear them from across the neighborhood, so it's not a very sneaky method if that's something one cares about.
 
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If you set it up like coal burning inside a tent with you in it I think it could work, but the generator alone won't be enough. Where I'm from people depend on personal generators and some people even keep the generator inside their homes facing a window and keep it on all the time and still don't die. I've worked with them for hours at a time, breathing in the fumes without caring if I die, and unfortunately I'm still alive.

It could definitely still work as a method if you set it up in a small environment such that it produces and keeps enough CO there that you breathe less and less oxygen and more CO instead. It would basically end up being something somewhat similar to the exit bag method, but just like it, it won't kill you if the generator has good enough ventilation such that you won't breathe enough CO to actually kill you and instead continue to breathe a good amount of oxygen. Not saying it wouldn't work, just saying to be mindful of all the factors leading to this method working and not failing. Another thing to keep in mind is that they are very very loud, I could hear them from across the neighborhood, so it's not a very sneaky method if that's something one cares about.
where did you work on them? was it an enclosed space? also i don't care about the noise much because i'll be home alone when i do it
 
melancholymallory03

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not advice as in "getting better", i think i found one of the best ways to do it. i live with my parents so i can't yet but if you live alone i recommend this. a portable generator is readily available and only about $200. i've never used one but i can't imagine it's that hard. i think this will be my way out once i get access to one
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What is the death like from this?
 
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What is the death like from this?
i mean im sure it's relatively painful, but my only other available option is hanging so it babies in comparison to that. gun and illegal drugs are probably the only better methods
 
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i mean im sure it's relatively painful, but my only other available option is hanging so it babies in comparison to that. gun and illegal drugs are probably the only better methods
I seee ok. I was wondering about pain and smell? What if someone already has pretty bad lungs and are a smoker will they be running for the hills lol. Gun and illegal drugs seem preferred for most on here but I find it hard to shoot oneself unless I was in a rage, then I 100% could…. But how would I arrange my affairs to be sorted after:( so many questions,..
do you have access to guns ?
i mean im sure it's relatively painful, but my only other available option is hanging so it babies in comparison to that. gun and illegal drugs are probably the only better methods
I wonder if it's a 100% success rate
 
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I seee ok. I was wondering about pain and smell? What if someone already has pretty bad lungs and are a smoker will they be running for the hills lol. Gun and illegal drugs seem preferred for most on here but I find it hard to shoot oneself unless I was in a rage, then I 100% could…. But how would I arrange my affairs to be sorted after:( so many questions,..
do you have access to guns ?

I wonder if it's a 100% success rate
it will smell, i have bad lungs aswell but that'll probably just make me die faster. no i don't have access to one unfortunately the law is 21 here. if i did, i could do it at any time. i have nothing to be sorted out so im ready and i have been for a while. nothing has a 100% success rate, not even a gunshot to the head, unless you stand in water so you drown after. but plenty of people die from it without even meaning to and it's definitely been done before so i have a fair amount of hope. if it doesn't work im gonna have to hang myself but i'll cross that bridge when i get there
 
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With any internal combustion engine, the goal is to take hydrocarbons and oxygen to produce hear, water, and CO2. CO is generated when you have incomplete combustion, which mostly happens when there is not enough oxygen. Google AP-42 to learn a bit about the physics and chemistry involved (engines are in chapter 3). To maximize CO you want to have a low air to fuel ratio (I.e. less than stoichiometric air). Gasoline and natural gas 2-cycle engines, rich burn, low air, and low combustion zone temperatures are usually the culprits when CO is high.
High CO also means lots of products of incomplete combustion, so sunburnt fuel and other hazardous organic compounds will be emitted (e.g. benzene, Charlene, hexane) it will smell pretty bad and irritate your respiratory system.
You also run the risk suffocation if you run an engine in an enclosed area and there isn't a supply of fresh inlet air. The engine will use up the oxygen in the area (like when you put a match in a sealed area).
Sorry for typos, I'm not great typing on my tablet and the dictionary doesn't know science terms very well.
 
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With any internal combustion engine, the goal is to take hydrocarbons and oxygen to produce hear, water, and CO2. CO is generated when you have incomplete combustion, which mostly happens when there is not enough oxygen. Google AP-42 to learn a bit about the physics and chemistry involved (engines are in chapter 3). To maximize CO you want to have a low air to fuel ratio (I.e. less than stoichiometric air). Gasoline and natural gas 2-cycle engines, rich burn, low air, and low combustion zone temperatures are usually the culprits when CO is high.
High CO also means lots of products of incomplete combustion, so sunburnt fuel and other hazardous organic compounds will be emitted (e.g. benzene, Charlene, hexane) it will smell pretty bad and irritate your respiratory system.
You also run the risk suffocation if you run an engine in an enclosed area and there isn't a supply of fresh inlet air. The engine will use up the oxygen in the area (like when you put a match in a sealed area).
Sorry for typos, I'm not great typing on my tablet and the dictionary doesn't know science terms very well.
well yeah i kinda knew this, the narrative of carbon monoxide just making you go to sleep is wayy to good to be true. it's basically dying in a gas chamber
 
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it will smell, i have bad lungs aswell but that'll probably just make me die faster. no i don't have access to one unfortunately the law is 21 here. if i did, i could do it at any time. i have nothing to be sorted out so im ready and i have been for a while. nothing has a 100% success rate, not even a gunshot to the head, unless you stand in water so you drown after. but plenty of people die from it without even meaning to and it's definitely been done before so i have a fair amount of hope. if it doesn't work im gonna have to hang myself but i'll cross that bridge when i get there
If you survive wil u be a cripple?
The smell dosent sound pleasant either or the risk of poisoning someone else but I guess if you were alone it could be a very relaxed and successful method ☮️
 
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If you survive wil u be a cripple?
The smell dosent sound pleasant either or the risk of poisoning someone else but I guess if you were alone it could be a very relaxed and successful method ☮️
if you survive any method you could be a cripple. well of course it's not pleasant or relaxed, it's suicide with a home made gas chamber. but compared to decades of agony is it really that bad?
 
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if you survive any method you could be a cripple. well of course it's not pleasant or relaxed, it's suicide with a home made gas chamber. but compared to decades of agony is it really that bad?
Agreed ☮️🧡 I wish you all the best in ur plans!
 

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