I'm not even putting effort in. I legit already gave up. I just need to hurry and CTH before my lack of effort worsens my situation.
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Too many regrets
- Oct 29, 2024
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I'm getting calls from the mental health system now. My last therapist was nice. I feel kinda bad never talking to him again after he left me a voicemail. My dad's trying to have me evaluated for an SMI (severe mental illness) designation, which might get me...Medicaid? Some access to care I don't have already? Idk. I feel done.
I've rehearsed hanging enough I think I can go outside and try a serious one (high enough) tonight in the dark. I'd be lying if I said my mind was made up to step off the chair. I guess my condition for suicide is a fantasy: I want hanging to feel like falling asleep. It decidedly does not.Similar threads
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