Venting Social media ruined me

[Killia]

I know it's all my fault, but I feel like social media ended up exacerbating all of the issues I have. I have a specific type of OCD, and all the time I keep worrying about whether I'm a good person or not, and social media hasn't helped with this at all, especially if you're in the western anime artist sphere and everyone expects you to have to talk about what's going on in the world or whether or not you're a bad person for liking x show or drawing y "bad character". I know all of this sounds so terminally online, but I just wish I never went down this path, and then maybe I'd not want to kill myself, or at least a little less like I've been driving to all these years.