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greg ! :3

greg ! :3

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Apr 7, 2024
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Not killing myself Tonight. I need to plan a more specific day. Im so tired
I need to sleep
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
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Good decision.
CTB is not a race

If I saw correctly, you wanted to hang yourself with your sweatshirt?
Maybe it's better that you didn't do it.
The SI probably wouldn't let you anyway.
You were very panicked.

If you can, give your mind some rest.
I know it's very difficult.

If you don't need to CTB any time soon, wait.
Of course, everyone's situation is different and not everyone can wait.
Sometimes there is no time to wait anymore.
I don't know you, so it's hard for me to say.

Whatever your future holds, I wish you the best of luck.
 
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greg ! :3

greg ! :3

Student
Apr 7, 2024
147
Good decision.
CTB is not a race

If I saw correctly, you wanted to hang yourself with your sweatshirt?
Maybe it's better that you didn't do it.
The SI probably wouldn't let you anyway.
You were very panicked.

If you can, give your mind some rest.
I know it's very difficult.

If you don't need to CTB any time soon, wait.
Of course, everyone's situation is different and not everyone can wait.
Sometimes there is no time to wait anymore.
I don't know you, so it's hard for me to say.

Whatever your future holds, I wish you the best of luck.
Okay, thank you!
 
MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,231
past 72 hrs or so have slept maybe 2hrs? first sleep absolutely sucked. eyes were stinging for hours and hours and just had no energy to do anything. i fell asleep and woke up a few mins later. somehow i was grateful i fell asleep at all. i'm all pro choice but try not to do whatever without planning it out because it can fail.
 
greg ! :3

greg ! :3

Student
Apr 7, 2024
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past 72 hrs or so have slept maybe 2hrs? first sleep absolutely sucked. eyes were stinging for hours and hours and just had no energy to do anything. i fell asleep and woke up a few mins later. somehow i was grateful i fell asleep at all. i'm all pro choice but try not to do whatever without planning it out because it can fail.
okay
 

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