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iloverachel
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- Mar 7, 2024
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I absolutely hate waking up alive.
I wish I could pass peacefully in my sleep
So sick of this hellish world
I wish I could pass peacefully in my sleep
So sick of this hellish world
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Don't we all sister,don't we allI absolutely hate waking up alive.
I wish I could pass peacefully in my sleep
So sick of this hellish world
Living to 100 seems horrible! I hope I find the courage and means to ctb soonUnless you have a heart defect, due to the high average life expectancy, the most likely is that you will die in your sleep in palliative care after long illness or at the age 100.
panic attacks and intrusive thoughts are the absolute worse. I am sorry you are going through that. Yeah I always get jealous too when i see people die around my ageI deadass get pissed off some days when I wake up alive lol. Nothing like the tender greeting of a panic attack when I become conscious and my intrusive thoughts remind me of all my dread and worries, instead of getting to sleep forever. I follow a FB page for unusual deaths and I'm genuinely jealous when a person my age passes away in their sleep from unknown causes with zero warning.