I just feel like the only form of healthy romantic relationship I could have would be with a woman. I don't feel like I can have a truly healthy romance with a man (since I'm a bit scared of men) (I know it's weird)
If you're alright with it, could you go into more detail about this? I honestly think it makes your situation worse.
I mean, if you are able and willing to live like a heterosexual person, then that would be my honest recommendation. A lot of bisexuals, even here in the West, just end up marrying someone of the opposite sex anyways, and more or less living out their days the same way a straight person would.
FYI, I have no issues with LGB people. I just don't reasonably expect a person to abandon their religion and culture for the sake of Western ideals. This is a tricky situation that goes beyond just self-acceptance, it seems.