So on top of everything, I’m probably gay

[xxsweetopheliaxx]

I'm Muslim living in a Muslim country and everyday, I question my sexuality. I have a feeling that I might be bisexual...

(In fact, I'm sure of it lmao, who am I kidding).

someone please shoot me already. I beg you.

please do something, anything. I'm literally agonizing before your eyes.

MAKE IT STOP

Hey love, I know you're in a difficult place rn and with the circumstances the way they are, it's really tough for you. I'm so sorry you're suffering. I'm proud of you and I love you and I hope the pain goes away soon. You have absolutely nothing to be ashamed of, you're a wonderful human being and there's nothing wrong with questioning your sexuality. You're perfect the way you are. We're here for you and support you unconditionally, remember that.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

Wish I was ghey, then I could B my own bf.

 

[Makko]

I still haven't explored this side of myself (the gay side), I just intuitively know that the more I find out, the more this looming sense of self-disgust will grow. It's terrifying.

Heterosexuality is digusting too. Everything is disgusting. It's completely fine and normal to be and feel disgusting. Be disgusting every day until it doesn't feel weird anymore. The feeling of disgust is a novelty. When the novelty wears off, so will the disgust.

Relevant question to those with experience:
Any truth to this?

 

[Canon1]

Most hay-haters are gay themselves

 

[aneurysm]

Most hay-haters are gay themselves

I'm such a joke. I spit on the West and western society every chance I get, yet, I'm pure decadence myself. not to mention that I call myself a practicing muslim while also being a closet wine lover.

Any truth to this?
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only way to find out is to try, makko.

I loved Portrait of a Lady on Fire, very beautifully made and by a lesbian film director, Celine Sciamma.

that movie was really intense

 

[Mendex]

Heterosexuality is digusting too. Everything is disgusting. It's completely fine and normal to be and feel disgusting. Be disgusting every day until it doesn't feel weird anymore. The feeling of disgust is a novelty. When the novelty wears off, so will the disgust.

Relevant question to those with experience:
Any truth to this?
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[TessB]

Hi Daisy
I'm bisexual too and have known I was since I was about 12, I certainly had issues with acceptance from my family but I'm in the uk so generally I've had an ok time of it.
I know a little about your faith as my best friend is a Muslim, she accepts and loves me for what I am and doesn't judge, but obviously her faith is strict about stuff like this.
If you'd like to message me to talk about any of this then feel free. X

 

[LittleJem]

I know several very happy Lesbian couples. Three of them are married and have little babies too.
They are some of the kindest, happiest and most loving and supportive families I know.

 

[BigNarkoleptic]

I'm Muslim living in a Muslim country and everyday, I question my sexuality. I have a feeling that I might be bisexual...

(In fact, I'm sure of it lmao, who am I kidding).

someone please shoot me already. I beg you.

please do something, anything. I'm literally agonizing before your eyes.

MAKE IT STOP

There's nothing wrong with being gay? Your not the last man alive... Why be unhappy when you can be happy about it... Doesn't bear anything... Be good to yourself

 

[Mentalmick]

Don't come to Scotland whatever you do, we still have regular witch burnings. So you can imagine what we do to gay people.

 

[aneurysm]

So you can imagine what we do to gay people

do you perform exorcism in Scotland, I need one

 

[iwanttodie000]

I'm gay ... Oddly it's the one thing about myself I'm not all that ashamed of even though I should be.

 

[TriggerHappy]

no matter how much we deny it - we completely crave acceptance.
- we yearn to loved and appreciated (maybe we feel we deserve it; maybe we don't) so no-matter who / what you are my advice is to try accept yourself first (something i've never been able to do: not good /handsome /interesting / rich etc etc enough) if you struggle to accept yourself; ask that you give yourself a break as you figure out who you are & what you want - & if you never do - that's ok too!) it's an exiting voyage of discovery... (i myself am a bit tired of travelling; that's why i wanna shuffle off this mortal coil...)
love peace harmony

 

[Mentalmick]

do you perform exorcism in Scotland, I need one

We certainly do.

 

[aneurysm]

it's the one thing about myself I'm not all that ashamed of

come to a muslim country

 

[ZardozOmega]

neet gay power!

 

[Makko]

neet gay power!

Does neeting make you more gay or less gay?

 

[grungeCat]

There is nothing wrong with being homo- or bisexual. You shouldn't feel guilty because of that. I don't want to speak badly about your country but it shouldn't be like this. Honestly I don't know any solution other than emigration.

 

[aneurysm]

Does neeting make you more gay or less gay?

dépends on the gender.

 

[ZardozOmega]

Does neeting make you more gay or less gay?

neither. you continue to be as gay as you were before.

 

[Into The Void]

What is the punishment for the crime of having sex with the opposite sex in your country?

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

 

[aneurysm]

ah, a man of culture.

 

[Makko]

He's certainly not asking easy questions.

 

[Canon1]

I am bisexual too and I think everybody is to a certain degree bi. Due to my bi-side I lost my ex gf and that was when my problems started. Since then I feel insecure and dont go out anymore and want to commit suicide.

 

[Mentalmick]

What is the punishment for the crime of having sex with the opposite sex in your country?

I would hazard a guess and say it involves stones.

 

[Into The Void]

I would hazard a guess and say it involves stones.

Oh wow. Fucking Moses. LOL

 

[Greenberg]

Is your repressed sexuality and self-disgust -- as you say it -- the main reasons why you are considering CBT?

 

[JipJopMop]

That must be really difficult in a Muslim country, sorry to hear that

 

[Makko]

We need an update on this action. Has the gay worn off yet?