The Disqualified
Disqualified as a Human Being
- Feb 4, 2023
- 183
I am at the end of my rope. Suicide is the only way I am escaping. I feel so much pain, and I will feel even more pain soon.
I feel anger and bitterness against the world. I switch constantly between hating the world and then hating myself. Blaming the world then blaming myself.
I feel so much pain. My trauma doesn't leave me. I feel physical pain. In my chest, my whole body, but my chest especially. I feel it burning, burning. I feel so much pain I feel like I will collapse anyday now.
I don't know how I am possibly going to work and function in human society.
Suicide is the only way I am getting out of this one. Suicide is the only way out. I need to cut my losses while I can. Suicide is the only way I am getting out of this one. Suicide is my only way out. Suicide is the only true way out.
I feel anger and bitterness against the world. I switch constantly between hating the world and then hating myself. Blaming the world then blaming myself.
I feel so much pain. My trauma doesn't leave me. I feel physical pain. In my chest, my whole body, but my chest especially. I feel it burning, burning. I feel so much pain I feel like I will collapse anyday now.
I don't know how I am possibly going to work and function in human society.
Suicide is the only way I am getting out of this one. Suicide is the only way out. I need to cut my losses while I can. Suicide is the only way I am getting out of this one. Suicide is my only way out. Suicide is the only true way out.
