Discussion So many attempts so many failures, lets see what happens if i focus that energy here.

[Jisatsu]

I really hate being alive , I despise it .
But you only get to be alive once, and I really love hating myself.
So maybe getting better is the ultimate form of being self destructive, at least for me?

Maybe one day I'll be successful in a attempt but maybe it doesn't matter. Things happen...

 

[U. A.]

You have transcended the problem of life, death, and the wills to live and die.​

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Seriously, the fact that you're now alive (and well enough to be posting here) is something to be marvelled at...how are you today?

 

[Jisatsu]

You have transcended the problem of life, death, and the wills to live and die.​

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Seriously, the fact that you're now alive (and well enough to be posting here) is something to be marvelled at...how are you today?

My hypoxia lasted a long time , and I've had a severe headache all day. Tinnitus turned every noise I hurt into a robotic sound.
I've been through worse ... hangovers... this isn't shit .

 

[U. A.]

Wow. If and when I try, I can only hope that if I fail, I can shrug it off as easily as you.
I hope you can take it easy ans your headache goes soon

 

[Jisatsu]

Wow. If and when I try, I can only hope that if I fail, I can shrug it off as easily as you.
I hope you can take it easy ans your headache goes soon

I didn't exactly shrug it off . I spent hours dissociating and trying to catch my breath.

I was so so confused, like I had no idea what room I was in and why I was so pale.
It's was euphoric but painful.
Maybe I should make a post about tips for if you wake up from your sn attempt at home so people can know what to do?

 

[decayingdoll]

i was so worried about you... and i can imagine the disappointment, but part of me is just relieved you're still with us. i'm sorry if that sounds wrong but i hope you feel the slightest bit better bless you and please take care ! recovering from an SN attempt sounds painful :(

 

[U. A.]

I didn't exactly shrug it off . I spent hours dissociating and trying to catch my breath.

I was so so confused, like I had no idea what room I was in and why I was so pale.
It's was euphoric but painful.
Maybe I should make a post about tips for if you wake up from your sn attempt at home so people can know what to do?

That sounds like it could be very useful to someone who really needs it, if you have it in you.
Granted, I can't think of many cases who survived without medical intervention..!