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DyingToDie123

DyingToDie123

she/her
Oct 25, 2023
385
I have everything I need to ctb, I literally just need to relax for 30 seconds and do it, but SI gets in the way, I think exacerbated by the upcoming holiday and the feeling of guilt about my parents expecting me to be home and what not. It's a stupid reason but it's enough to get in the way.

I cried the whole 7 hour drive home to my parents' place yesterday because I kept thinking I should have done it by now, I shouldn't have made it this far, I'm such a wimp for surviving this long. I don't even want to do the whole holiday thing, that's not why I'm here. I don't know why I'm still here, frankly, other than that I'm too afraid to kill myself, and I hate it.
 
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Neogoloid

Neogoloid

Crush me until there’s nothing left
Oct 28, 2023
200
Oh you have no idea man, I kick myself everyday for not offing myself years ago. What's your method?
 
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ThisUnrest

Seeking personal sovereignty
Aug 15, 2023
178
Im sorry youre feeling so bad. It's very common to feel scared and delay doing it. SI is just built into us unfortunately.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish that it's not so difficult to cease existing on our own terms and I understand that it's dreadful feeling so trapped in this existence. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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thewalkingdread

thewalkingdread

Life is a pointless, undeserved, unnecessary pain.
Oct 30, 2023
489
I have everything I need to ctb, I literally just need to relax for 30 seconds and do it, but SI gets in the way, I think exacerbated by the upcoming holiday and the feeling of guilt about my parents expecting me to be home and what not. It's a stupid reason but it's enough to get in the way.

I cried the whole 7 hour drive home to my parents' place yesterday because I kept thinking I should have done it by now, I shouldn't have made it this far, I'm such a wimp for surviving this long. I don't even want to do the whole holiday thing, that's not why I'm here. I don't know why I'm still here, frankly, other than that I'm too afraid to kill myself, and I hate it.
I don't know what to say... It really is all so sad and hard. 💔
 
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tarumipemi

tarumipemi

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Sep 26, 2023
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BASHAR + MEDITATION WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP
 

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