FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,920
This is just one of the things I commonly see and it's just so ignorant to me when people use age as an excuse to invalidate people's suffering and want to force them to stay here as a result. The reality is that suicide is a valid option no matter what as nobody is obligated to delay the inevitable and anyway all human beings have the potential to suffer so extremely, experiencing suffering and torment isn't limited to old people. There are people way younger than me who have experienced way more unbearable suffering in their existence and suicide could never need a reason in the first place, so I think that people should just respect suicide as being a personal decision rather than being insensitive because of views about young people, that they invented themselves. And not everyone wants to exist anyway.
In my case I really wish that I left this world at a younger age, I know that my existence is incredibly unnecessary and for me 22 years here is far too long, it's unbearable the thought of potentially existing here for many more decades. And I just think that for me suicide is always the most rational decision regardless of the circumstances as this world is such a harmful place to exist in, with the risk of even worse suffering being there at any moment and existing can get much more unbearable beyond how we even can imagine and that is the case for all humans trapped in this decaying flesh prison.
We only exist as a tragic consequence of evolution in the first place and that is all, any meaning to existence beyond this is a delusion. Existing in this world truly is dreadful to me and I've always preferred the sound of not existing, and all of this is why I cannot stand it when people go on about people being too young for suicide, and that young people always have "temporary" problems. But what about when the problem is life itself, I know that I've had awareness of the true harmful nature of existence for such a long time.
People who see their own wish to die as being valid yet dismiss other people are hypocrites, but I'm not even surprised that people act such a way in this anti suicide society.
In my case I really wish that I left this world at a younger age, I know that my existence is incredibly unnecessary and for me 22 years here is far too long, it's unbearable the thought of potentially existing here for many more decades. And I just think that for me suicide is always the most rational decision regardless of the circumstances as this world is such a harmful place to exist in, with the risk of even worse suffering being there at any moment and existing can get much more unbearable beyond how we even can imagine and that is the case for all humans trapped in this decaying flesh prison.
We only exist as a tragic consequence of evolution in the first place and that is all, any meaning to existence beyond this is a delusion. Existing in this world truly is dreadful to me and I've always preferred the sound of not existing, and all of this is why I cannot stand it when people go on about people being too young for suicide, and that young people always have "temporary" problems. But what about when the problem is life itself, I know that I've had awareness of the true harmful nature of existence for such a long time.
People who see their own wish to die as being valid yet dismiss other people are hypocrites, but I'm not even surprised that people act such a way in this anti suicide society.