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almamuerta

almamuerta

That's me in the corner
Nov 22, 2020
18
My partner has been emotionally cheating on me. Like wtf, they're the main reason I haven't CTB'd, because I didn't want to leave em alone in this fucked up world.

I'm sure distance & quarantine has avoided the relationship from going physical, but man... take about kicking a dog when its already down.
 
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Kramer

Kramer

Nervous wreck
Oct 27, 2020
1,398
There's a silver lining. Now you don't have to feel any guilt if you decide to ctb.
 
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no 4mat

no 4mat

Member
Oct 17, 2020
54
online relationships? just lol... they never work, my friend
 
almamuerta

almamuerta

That's me in the corner
Nov 22, 2020
18
online relationships? just lol... they never work, my friend

My partner and I were online and long distance in the 00s before Tinder and dating apps, so I know they work for sure.
 
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StringPuppet

StringPuppet

Lost
Oct 5, 2020
579
Sorry if it's a dumb question but what do you mean by emotionally cheating
 
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waterstrider

waterstrider

cold
Nov 29, 2020
400
Maybe talk to them about it?
The way you described it, it sounds serious.
I'm really sorry, being heartbroken is the worst kind of pain.
In the past I always thought about ctb after break-ups too.
Sending you strength.
 
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Deleted member 23586

Deleted member 23586

Hope ur final midnight feels like the hug you need
Nov 8, 2020
207
Damn I'm so sorry hun. I hate that. I know it must hurt :(
 
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almamuerta

almamuerta

That's me in the corner
Nov 22, 2020
18
Sorry if it's a dumb question but what do you mean by emotionally cheating

They're talking abo how well they get along and if they weren't apart/in other relationships they'd hook up. The my partner joked about asking me to open the relationship up.
Maybe talk to them about it?
The way you described it, it sounds serious.
I'm really sorry, being heartbroken is the worst kind of pain.
In the past I always thought about ctb after break-ups too.
Sending you strength.

I'm stewing it over. But if i break up i wont ctb b/c of the relationship. I'll never give someone else so much sway over me. It just suxs because it was the one good thing in an otherwise shitty life that didn't suck.
 
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