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Tommen Baratheon

Tommen Baratheon

1+1=3
Dec 26, 2023
431
Usenet newsgroup alt.suicide.holiday (ash). It's been dead for years, but I searched for it (Startpage.com - safety: off) and found this Wiki page:


SaSu is mentioned in the article.
 
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lnlybnny

Mage
Jan 25, 2024
545
Reddit. Someone was talking about how their relative ctb'd with SN... I ended up ''switching'' from Reddit to here lol
 
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aaakiee

Member
Jul 23, 2024
6
Searching about SH and scrolling down. I think? My memory is extremely poor.
 
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HarryCobean

Student
Apr 12, 2024
121
Probably reading about UK ISPs blocking the site. What better recommendation could there be?
 
SoulWhisperer

SoulWhisperer

Severe Medical Phobia « MtF »
Nov 13, 2023
549
The YouTube video
 
Misanthrope0000

Misanthrope0000

Misanthrope
Sep 8, 2024
87
After posting a suicidal rant on reddit, someone told me about this site lol
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod
Jun 2, 2024
2,088
Word of mouth right before covid got here.
 
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TangentiallyAlive

Member
Jul 3, 2024
51
A friend of mine showed it to me, citing it as "the most fucked up site," since it allows free speech about suicide methods and stuff. Looking back on it, he probably browses this site as well.
 
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DoneWithThisLife

DoneWithThisLife

Betrayed and Broken
Apr 30, 2024
73
BBC. They didn't name the site but I just searched with a few different phrases. Glad I found this place.
 
black.dahlia

black.dahlia

Member
Jul 9, 2023
56
i was looking up how to shoot myself with a gun and the megathread was the first google result
 
divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,712
From Reddit . I wish I would have found out about this site years ago back when N was available
 
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BlockHammer

BlockHammer

Losing My Religion
Oct 25, 2023
272
A guy name tantacrul made a video about this website, curious, i check it out and well this website isn't as bad as he describe
 
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ThatStateOfMind

Enlightened
Nov 13, 2021
1,497
A guy name tantacrul made a video about this website, curious, i check it out and well this website isn't as bad as he describe
Yeah he really vilified the website and the people on it. I joined the site before his video and I couldn't believe some of the things he was saying, as I knew they were very inaccurate portrayals
 
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vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
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wikipedia, after reading a bbc article.
 
Lish

Lish

I, too, shall burn
Jun 4, 2024
39
Some random yt saying the site promotes suicide or smth, it big bad ect. I was just like "hell yeah". A site that allows these sort of talks, info sharing, such and such - probably what I thought
Exact same here.

I was so glad I found a place like this.
 
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PlannedforPeru

PlannedforPeru

SaSu. Lurker
Sep 21, 2024
154
Somehow was redirected to it through lostallhope website.
 
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SA1994EC

Member
Jan 28, 2021
256
I used to be a member of alt.suicide.methods.hideout. But that was gone a long time ago. So I Googled with some key terms. Google still showed this site back then when I did it.
 
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We Are Angels

Student
Sep 24, 2024
116
Through a non-mainstream search engine, since I was getting tired of google promoting anti-suicide search results
 
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Thisisnotaname

Arcanist
Aug 27, 2024
427
A Google article mentioned here as the site becoming worrying popularity
 
Tommen Baratheon

Tommen Baratheon

1+1=3
Dec 26, 2023
431
I used to be a member of alt.suicide.methods.hideout. But that was gone a long time ago. So I Googled with some key terms. Google still showed this site back then when I did it.
Was this by any chance an ash attempt to flee from the trolls destroying the newsgroup?
 
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SA1994EC

Member
Jan 28, 2021
256
Was this by any chance an ash attempt to flee from the trolls destroying the newsgroup?
From what I remember, there were several groups, some with moderators, others without moderators. Groups without moderators were filled with trolls. Groups with moderators still got trolls. I read about the hideout group in one of those with moderators. It was an invitation only group. I don't know exactly who created it. I asked one who had been quite active in a group to give me an invitation. He did. He were very active for quite a while after that, but later I learned he was gone. It was a very long time ago.
 
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