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[iwanttobeanonymous]

Almost ctb'd through partial hanging but backed out. I don't know what stopped me

 

[Dizzylady80]

Maybe it's just not your time yet, or maybe it was survival instinct. Either way, don't be too hard on yourself I know how painful a failed attempt is, I'm so sorry you're going through this bb

 

[Asingletwig]

Don't be too harsh on yourself, like dizzy said maybe it's si or just wasn't right for you.

 

[90starve]

partial hanging is a very tricky method to get right - i attempted this a week ago.

i failed because i didn't tie my rope to the anchor point well enough - i slipped out and woke up on the floor.

im sorry your attempt failed - it's not a nice feeling <3

 

[gap]

I think the night-night method is faster and less painful than partial.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Failed attempts cause so much pain but please don't blame yourself and be kind to yourself! Probably SI stopped you, it's so hard to overcome it. I wish you all the best and a quick recovery!

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly hate how it's so difficult to finally die in this world, it's horrible how suicide attempts can fail and that's exactly what I fear, it must had been so awful what you went through. But anyway I wish you the best, I think it's the survival instinct that causes people to back out of methods like hanging as even if someone is fully aware that suicide is the more desirable option they are still programmed to survive.