so alone

[19nitten]

need CTB tips, i'm going to vent a bit sorry. i'm in the school bathroom alone and i hate it so much, my friends don't care to turn around and look where i am, my presence doesn't effect them, and it hurts, i'm SH right now with a knife, i stole it from my floral class (it's actually surprisingly sharp) i just want to slit my wrists and die in here, i'm so alone, i'm so tired and i'm so sick of this. i was actually planning to CTB in november but the delusion of value was drowning me, i need an easy way to CTB without backing out

 

[jodes2]

SN is quite easy, but you'll suffer a bit. It's like going for a stiff run with a really bad hangover while having an incredibly salty taste in your mouth. You just need SN and AE

 

[GasMonkey]

just want to slit my wrists and die in here

Don't do that, it's not a viable CTB method at all.

 

[Falseunderworld]

Dont do wrist ctb its a low success rate and is really painful, no matter how sharp the blade you wont bleed out in time, its likely it will just stopp bleeding normally and then you'll get found and sent off

 

[FuneralCry]

There really is no such thing as an easily accessible, straightforward way to ctb. If there was I would certainly be long gone from this horrible world at this point. All that anyone can do if they wish to be gone is do research into the different methods to decide what is best for themselves. There are no easy answers to this and sadly we do exist in this pro suffering society that purposely makes ctb so difficult for us. But I do agree that slitting wrists isn't recommended for a successful ctb, it's well known to be an unreliable suicide method.

 

[stermc]

I am sorry you feel so alone. I do too and I know how it hurts. I have always been the kind of friend that would check on my friends. I would do everything to keep them safe. And not one of them do the same for me. Even when I am with people, it's just me and my mind. The only thing I could do was learning to lean on my own self. I know people are always going to leave or not care about me, but I have been teaching myself to treat me as my best friend. And I can assure you, you are the best company and friend you could have.
It takes time and effort, and I know you are tired, but there are ways.
Don't harm yourself. Take care of yourself. That's what you deserve.

You can talk to me if you want.