Venting So alone even though I have people

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I am so lonely, even though I have a gf, family, and friends. I just don't reach out to them, my gf recently has noticed a change in my personality and kept pestering me to figure out why I looked so sad but all I told her was that I just have a sad resting face which is true because I'm always sad come recently. I also have mixed feelings towards my gf as well as even though I do love her and she is my first everything including relationship, that something is wrong with us as a couple. I'm just so insecure because her friends hate me and dog me behind my back and tell her that she could do way better and I agree with them although I haven't told her that and today she told me that when she's at work she gets hit on by people who call her over which makes me feel so insecure because it just feels like that eventually she might just take them up on that because she also works with her friends and they might convince her which makes me extremely nervous to the point that I've been thinking of just breaking up with her so she could go and be happy with other people. She says she loves me and that she is happy with me but how long will that keep up?

 

[niceday]

It's awful to find yourself in such a situation, and I really sympathize. Her friends are complete jerks because it's none of their business.
Nothing has happened between you, yet you're imagining the worst-case scenario and deciding for your partner. I think it's not the time to give up.
I wish you strength to get through this tough period and all the best. Let them keep trying, they won't succeed.