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youremy

Member
Jun 7, 2026
12
I frequently see people who want to use SN intending to rent a hotel room or apartment to CTB.

Im curious as to why being caught at such a location is never mentioned. Do you plan on taking your dose during the day or during the night? In my mind, both seem to carry a significant risk of alerting someone.

To understand what I'm referring to, just watch the video of the Asian guy or Asian girl who (apparently) used this method on gorecenter(dot)com. (if mentioning this website is not allowed on the forum, please inform me and I'll edit it out, but it's the only source I know). In the first case, intense vomiting. In the second - weeping.

If you start vomiting profusely someone will likely show up at your door. I've had the chance of vomiting hard on a school trip after a night out drinking, and the next day other people told be it could be heard LOUDLY on my floor, the floor above me and the floor below.

I've thought about this myself and even considered renting an entire holiday home/chalet. I even have the luxury of choosing from many in my area, being able to narrow my selection down to one that isn't side-by-side with other guests. But after some thought, this idea carries similar downsides. If it's side-by-side with other guests, someone might knock or complain. If it's secluded, if you had to check in with the owner, he might be suspicious as to why the one person renting an entire (small) home is vomiting after a few hours inside. The effect is compounded at night, as it's much louder then.

It would seem to me that choosing a place in the woods, somewhere far off any trial, in the late evening would be ideal.

Thoughts?
 
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uklad38

Experienced
Mar 27, 2026
208
I plan on doing this in a hotel room, I just thought it'd be better than home, and better than in my car in case I'm unsuccessful.

Shower on , tv up etc will be my method to make as much "normal" noise as possible.

I've never really thought of doing it out in the open or in the woods, just never appealed.
 

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