SN started regimen...advice?

[LongLostNoHope]

just took my first Meto dose. I want and need to die so bad. I have nothing left but physical pain, emotional pain, and loneliness. The thing that scares me is the horrible taste of SN. Im afraid I'll gag and throw it up right away. Getting nervous as tomorrow is the night....praying it works. Any advice?

 

[x~Sophia~x]

I'm sorry life has brought you to this point, but I wish you a peaceful trip. I hope someone can advise you on your SN query.

 

[Lastsauce]

Maybe a strong tasting candy, peppermint or something right after taking the sn.

 

[LongLostNoHope]

How about a peppermint before as well?

 

[KleinerWolf]

I haven't tasted it,
Not even drank salt water but I have rinsed my mouth with salt water before.

I guess it's just one of those things where we gotta chuck it.
If we are certain death is what we seek.

could be a psychological thing as well, maybe it helps to not focus on how yucky it tastes, and focus on the death or something, I'm not sure..

but once the sun is down, rinsing mouth with water without drinking it supposedly help too. I dunno...

 

[Lastsauce]

How about a peppermint before as well?

I don't know if it helps but you can of course try it.
I have used salt water to make my dog vomit after she ate something she shouldn't have so I don't believe the candy would help even if it masks the taste.
Just have a second glass ready in any case.
I hope it goes well for you whatever you decide.

 

[virginiawoolf86]

I believe I've read accounts of people swishing their mouths out with mouthwash after. But I could be mistaken.

I hope that whatever you decide, you find peace. You deserve good. Sending you hugs.