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ecmnesia

ecmnesia

the only thing humans are equal in is death
Aug 30, 2020
767
Taking as a reference Stan's guide and the PPH (plus some other users thread), after considering some personal aspects I decided for the strategy I intent to use in my attempt (which will take place in two/three weeks). I will book a room at a cheap hotel, in order to get more privacy and not be spotted.

Resources:
  • 75 g of SN: each cup with 25 g of SN in 50 mL of plain water (2 of them are backup cups, in case something goes wrong)
  • 60 mg of antiemetic: metaclopromide probably
  • 600 mg of Ibuprofen
  • Antacid: probably Tagamet
  • Alprazolam (benzodiazepine)
Method: 24 hour regimen, maybe 12 if I fail, cause I usually eat a lot

Day before (friday): I won't fast, but will take 10mg of antiemetic every 8 hours, namely, 8 a.m, 16 p.m and 24 p.m

CBT Day (saturday): best scenario I will fast through the whole day, while taking 10mg of antiemetic by 8 am and 16 pm. Worst case, I will start fasting after lunch, say 12/13 p.m
22 pm: benzodiazepine (alprazolam [Xanax], usually I take 0.5 mg, been thinking to go for 1.5mg this time) + time to completely stop drinking (two hours prior taking SN)
23 pm: 600 mg of Ibuprofen (painkiller)​
23:15 pm: 30 mg of antiemetic (probably metoclopramide)​
23:30 pm: double recommend dose of the antacid(probably Tagamet)
24 pm: SN drink.
In case something goes wrong I will have two more cups with SN laying around.

Am I missing something on this? Does it seem like an effective/acceptable plan? Please share your thoughts, I appreciate any help.
 
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mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

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Sounds alright.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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Taking as a reference Stan's guide and the PPH (plus some other users thread), after considering some personal aspects I decided for the strategy I intent to use in my attempt (which will take place in two/three weeks). I will book a room at a cheap hotel, in order to get more privacy and not be spotted.

Resources:
  • 75 mg of SN: each cup with 25 mg of SN in 50 mL of plain water (2 of them are backup cups, in case something goes wrong)
  • 60 mg of antiemetic: metaclopromide probably
  • 600 mg of Ibuprofen
  • Antacid: probably Tagamet
  • Alprazolam (benzodiazepine)
Method: 24 hour regimen, maybe 12 if I fail, cause I usually eat a lot

Day before (friday): I won't fast, but will take 10mg of antiemetic every 8 hours, namely, 8 a.m, 16 p.m and 24 p.m

CBT Day (saturday): best scenario I will fast through the whole day, while taking 10mg of antiemetic by 8 am and 16 pm. Worst case, I will start fasting after lunch, say 12/13 p.m
22 pm: benzodiazepine (alprazolam [Xanax], usually I take 0.5 mg, been thinking to go for 1.5mg this time) + time to completely stop drinking (two hours prior taking SN)
23 pm: 600 mg of Ibuprofen (painkiller)​
23:15 pm: 30 mg of antiemetic (probably metoclopramide)​
23:30 pm: double recommend dose of the antacid(probably Tagamet)
24 pm: SN drink.
In case something goes wrong I will have two more cups with SN laying around.

Am I missing something on this? Does it seem like an effective/acceptable plan? Please share your thoughts, I appreciate any help.
It's pretty good plan except it's 25 grams of SN not 25 mg of SN unless you are an ant? 25g.
 
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Umbrellaterm

All parents are evil incarnate
Oct 22, 2020
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If you have enough meto why not go for 48 hr regime?
 
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ecmnesia

ecmnesia

the only thing humans are equal in is death
Aug 30, 2020
767
If you have enough meto why not go for 48 hr regime?
if I'm not wrong, I'd have to fast for 48 hours right? which is not a possiblity for me.
 
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timetofly

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Aug 8, 2020
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I'd have to fast for 48 hours right?
No, the fast is generally 8 or 6 hours, depending on one's metabolism. Some do 12 hours, but longer fasts may make one nauseous.
 
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Holloet

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Jun 9, 2020
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How much is double the recommended dose for Tagamet exactly?
 
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bigdog

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Jul 12, 2020
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So if you fast lets say 6 hours it is enough regardless what you eat?
 
timetofly

timetofly

Student
Aug 8, 2020
110
How much is double the recommended dose for Tagamet exactly?
800 mg

So if you fast lets say 6 hours it is enough regardless what you eat?
you need to feel empty, it's better to eat lightly and fast as long as is needed for you specifically.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
881
it is important to find at least or 8 o'clock or you will not be discovered... between midnight and 8 a.m., for example... a lot of mistakes are done because people are quickly brought to the hospital...room in hotel is ok

and for fasting I will say try not to eat all day before... you eat in the evening the night before and then you skip breakfast, lunch and dinner...

are you test yout sn (blood test)? purety 99/100?


I DON'T ENCOURAGE YOU TO DO IT, I'm just telling you what I'll do
 
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ecmnesia

ecmnesia

the only thing humans are equal in is death
Aug 30, 2020
767
No, the fast is generally 8 or 6 hours, depending on one's metabolism. Some do 12 hours, but longer fasts may make one nauseous.
gosh, i completly misunderstood things then. thanks
So if you fast lets say 6 hours it is enough regardless what you eat?
Usually, users recommend fasting for at least 8 hours, but they advise to eat lighter things on the day before, that's true at least for stan's guide.
it is important to find at least or 8 o'clock or you will not be discovered... between midnight and 8 a.m., for example... a lot of mistakes are done because people are quickly brought to the hospital...room in hotel is ok

and for fasting I will say try not to eat all day before... you eat in the evening the night before and then you skip breakfast, lunch and dinner...

are you test yout sn (blood test)? purety 99/100?


I DON'T ENCOURAGE YOU TO DO IT, I'm just telling you what I'll do
thanks. I'll suck it up, and just fast for the day, better be safe than sorry.

didn't test it yet, cause I don't want to open the package and possibly ruin it for now. I intent to do it along the week before cbt, cause in case the purity is not right I will be able to buy some more in time.
 
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Silver

The 21st century is when everything changes
Aug 8, 2020
745
22 pm: benzodiazepine (alprazolam [Xanax], usually I take 0.5 mg, been thinking to go for 1.5mg this time)
Given this will be 2 hours before you drink the SN maybe it would be enough to send you to sleep rather than relax you, as it is more than you usually take.
 
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ecmnesia

ecmnesia

the only thing humans are equal in is death
Aug 30, 2020
767
Given this will be 2 hours before you drink the SN maybe it would be enough to send you to sleep rather than relax you, as it is more than you usually take.
do you think I should maybe try this dose some days prior to the attempt? or just go for the usual?
 
Silver

Silver

The 21st century is when everything changes
Aug 8, 2020
745
do you think I should maybe try this dose some days prior to the attempt? or just go for the usual?
You could try the higher dose in advance unless it would make your parents suspect.

Or you could take the benzo closer in time to ctb, like half an hour before? Not sure if your standard dose or higher dose would be better, as I don't take them. But I know someone on this forum who took more than usual on the day he meant to ctb and then ended up sleeping instead, so too many benzos can affect the attempt.
 
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homesick28

homesick28

Member
Oct 26, 2020
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I bought some SN with (filmerine) at the end of it. Does this make the SN non-lethal. You seem like you know your shit.
 
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Silver

The 21st century is when everything changes
Aug 8, 2020
745
I bought some SN with (filmerine) at the end of it. Does this make the SN non-lethal. You seem like you know your shit.
It's just another name for it according to this and I'm sure I've seen Filmerine mentioned in an older guide somewhere. As long as it's something like 95+ % purity it should be good.
 
homesick28

homesick28

Member
Oct 26, 2020
45
alright just wanted to make sure it didn't counter act it
 
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Gnip

Bill the Cat
Oct 10, 2020
621
Just research as assiduously as possible. A botched attempt to CTB is reportedly worse than succeeding. When describing things, I refrain from using acronyms and abbreviations, writing out complete words, like "grams" and "milligrams" and making imperial to metric conversion distinctions.
 
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