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Observer13

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Mar 4, 2025
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I apologize for the frequency of posts about SN, but this will be my method. Anyways, I was thinking about the severity of puking granted I'm taking 25G SN in 50 ml of water.

To be more brief, how severe would I be dry heaving/retching after the initial contents are absorbed? I'm planning on masking any noise I produce with meditation music I usually play at night. I appreciate any insight!
 
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xXSufferingXx

Enlightened
Feb 21, 2025
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i wanna know too.
i personally plan on using a straw to avoid getting it so much on my tongue.
i hope you can fix your life tho, so you won't have to do this.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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It varies from person to person. I have seen accounts where people have thrown up multiple times and I have seen accounts where somebody reached unconsciousness with hardly any nausea at all. Unfortunately, there is no concrete hancer.
 
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Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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It's usually intense puking but it really depends on the person
 
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ToTheNeverland

ToTheNeverland

Spaghettification
May 11, 2025
28
Yeah, would be nice to know beforehand, I will need to take an even higher dosage due to my weight (40g) but unfortunately, even test-ingesting it is extremely dangerous since possible lethal dosage is way too low. I have seen videos and read some accounts, it seems that vomiting is quite likely. I will recreate the ctb beforehand with fasting, half of the stat dosages of propranolol and metoclopramide while drinking salty water at the location so that it gets a bit familiar and I can keep my anxiety and SI a bit more in control when I actually do it. I will also be preparing two extra shots just in case and keep a bag close so I can puke if I need to. I don't think there is anything else to be done about it, just prepare and hope for the best :)
 
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Romanticize

Romanticize

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Aug 22, 2024
338
Almost certain you gonna puke
 
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