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drumroll

Member
Feb 25, 2023
16
Hello,

So I have aquired SN, Meto and Ibu. I want to go within a week.
As far as I can tell it has been pleasantly surprising aquiring them. SN ist cheap and meto is not much more. All in all I spend less than 100, no disucssions or questions, nothing from customs, got it deliverd to home and all legit sources.

I plan to sticking to Stans Guide with the fastening and meto preparation. Although I need to adapt the shedule a little for Day 1 in the evening and refrain from eating at least 24h and eat just a bit on Day 1.
I am a bit concerned about the SN working out (please see the attached files). I have not opened the package yet. The Vendor states SN >99%, The Source and the package don't state any grade, yet it is has to be SN and it has relevant warnings attached to and on the source site. As far as I can tell and as the picture on the vendor's site showed it, it is crystaline. I have no reason to doubt the legitamacy of vendor and source.
I will opt for the 25g/50ml solution even though I'm less than 100kg in bodyweight, preparing 3 backup drinks.
The timeframe is overnights, so I can secure at least 4h without interruption.

Will the crystals dissolve just as easy or is it advisiable to crush them beforehand?
Also, for plain water is this tab water, bottled water or distilled water?
Would you recommend a blood test? How in particular, just dripping some blood on a spoon and mixing a crystal or small solution with it?

I will do some minor preparations within the week. Including getting a measuring jug, scale, airtight packaging and mouthwash. Also Mortar and pestal if needed and checking for a bucket.
I am thinking to make the bathtub a bit comfortable (ofc no water) for my resting place. Getting things a bit tidy and having neccessary items near with me.

Theese would include: 4x SN drink, mouthwash, bucket, blanket, cellphone (in case something goes wrong) and for comfort candles or lightning, music and some pleasant decoration.
Any ideas or suggestions or personal experiences? please feel free to add.

I also want to prepare a failsafe if anything goes wrong.
This includes: aforementioned cellphone, a note with the antidote, packing a suitcase (clothing, hygene, money, laptop, usefull items) , safefully storing and hiding remaining SN and meto.
I hope this somewhat decent, please share your thoughts. I am afraid though that theres not much one can do. Of course if I survive withoult loosing consciousness I will abort and reconsider.

If you start thinking about it and putting some work into it it, it all gets quite deeper. Still I hope it is enough for my cause.

I won't need much preparation for after if I have been successfull I think. Maybe I will get some notes together. But then again it doesn't really seem to matter. And it's way out of my control anyways, so. I'm afraid there really isn't much to say or do or anything, no point even. In essence I'm gone and that's okay. I want to rest in peace after everything.

I really hope and wish this to be successfull.
Please feeld free to add your feedback.
Thanks
 

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FireWalkWithMe

Experienced
Jun 18, 2022
221
The regime sounds fine.

SN does tend to clump at high purity as it means there probably isn't any anti caking agent. It's not a problem, it is extremely soluble. Just add it to plain water and mix it, it may take a while to settle and appear completely dissolved. Tap water, bottled water - doesn't matter. Room temp.

I wish you luck if this is the best thing for you, you sound well prepared.
 
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drumroll

Member
Feb 25, 2023
16
Thank you very much for the information and your wishes.
 
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drumroll

Member
Feb 25, 2023
16
I'm thinking about adding 100mg Seroquel to the regime for easying calming down. Any recommendation?
 
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RUPA

Student
Oct 19, 2022
106
Did you have SN and meto shipped internationally? Can I ask where you ordered meto from?
 
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FireWalkWithMe

Experienced
Jun 18, 2022
221
Did you have SN and meto shipped internationally? Can I ask where you ordered meto from?
You can get it from an online pharmacy in the Pacific. PM if this doesn't help.
 
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drumroll

Member
Feb 25, 2023
16
So Today is the Day.

I have stuck to Stans Guide for Day 1 and Day 2. I am under 1 h before drinking rn. I got my things prepared as written above. I will leave out the Seroquel though and took 400 mg Ibu.
I am very confident in the mthod though as I have researched numerous posts and sources.
The only things that could happen would be interruption ( I sincerely hope not, no one cares usually too) and other failures (too less absorption, just loosing conciousness). I'm hearing sirens while typing, I hope it's not a bad omen.
Just need to have safe space now for a while.

I don't feel emotional or anything. Days have gone by just fine, quite mundane. It sort of feels good to know for yourself though.
Only thing that sort of went through my head for a while today is very hard to describe. Thinking about how humans are more like vermin. Their malice and spite hidden behind lies. How uneccessary and dumb their behaviour is on all scales.
You feel quite numb though when preparing.

But anyways, it doesn't matter in the end. Nothing is what it seems. Just a waste of time. If I'm gone I'll be fine.

I want this to be successfull today.
 
blankfairy

blankfairy

Everyone is always connected
Mar 14, 2023
21
So Today is the Day.

I have stuck to Stans Guide for Day 1 and Day 2. I am under 1 h before drinking rn. I got my things prepared as written above. I will leave out the Seroquel though and took 400 mg Ibu.
I am very confident in the mthod though as I have researched numerous posts and sources.
The only things that could happen would be interruption ( I sincerely hope not, no one cares usually too) and other failures (too less absorption, just loosing conciousness). I'm hearing sirens while typing, I hope it's not a bad omen.
Just need to have safe space now for a while.

I don't feel emotional or anything. Days have gone by just fine, quite mundane. It sort of feels good to know for yourself though.
Only thing that sort of went through my head for a while today is very hard to describe. Thinking about how humans are more like vermin. Their malice and spite hidden behind lies. How uneccessary and dumb their behaviour is on all scales.
You feel quite numb though when preparing.

But anyways, it doesn't matter in the end. Nothing is what it seems. Just a waste of time. If I'm gone I'll be fine.

I want this to be successfull today.
Take care and rest easy friend
 
Willthishelp?

Willthishelp?

Specialist
Jan 18, 2023
305
Hello,

So I have aquired SN, Meto and Ibu. I want to go within a week.
As far as I can tell it has been pleasantly surprising aquiring them. SN ist cheap and meto is not much more. All in all I spend less than 100, no disucssions or questions, nothing from customs, got it deliverd to home and all legit sources.

I plan to sticking to Stans Guide with the fastening and meto preparation. Although I need to adapt the shedule a little for Day 1 in the evening and refrain from eating at least 24h and eat just a bit on Day 1.
I am a bit concerned about the SN working out (please see the attached files). I have not opened the package yet. The Vendor states SN >99%, The Source and the package don't state any grade, yet it is has to be SN and it has relevant warnings attached to and on the source site. As far as I can tell and as the picture on the vendor's site showed it, it is crystaline. I have no reason to doubt the legitamacy of vendor and source.
I will opt for the 25g/50ml solution even though I'm less than 100kg in bodyweight, preparing 3 backup drinks.
The timeframe is overnights, so I can secure at least 4h without interruption.

Will the crystals dissolve just as easy or is it advisiable to crush them beforehand?
Also, for plain water is this tab water, bottled water or distilled water?
Would you recommend a blood test? How in particular, just dripping some blood on a spoon and mixing a crystal or small solution with it?

I will do some minor preparations within the week. Including getting a measuring jug, scale, airtight packaging and mouthwash. Also Mortar and pestal if needed and checking for a bucket.
I am thinking to make the bathtub a bit comfortable (ofc no water) for my resting place. Getting things a bit tidy and having neccessary items near with me.

Theese would include: 4x SN drink, mouthwash, bucket, blanket, cellphone (in case something goes wrong) and for comfort candles or lightning, music and some pleasant decoration.
Any ideas or suggestions or personal experiences? please feel free to add.

I also want to prepare a failsafe if anything goes wrong.
This includes: aforementioned cellphone, a note with the antidote, packing a suitcase (clothing, hygene, money, laptop, usefull items) , safefully storing and hiding remaining SN and meto.
I hope this somewhat decent, please share your thoughts. I am afraid though that theres not much one can do. Of course if I survive withoult loosing consciousness I will abort and reconsider.

If you start thinking about it and putting some work into it it, it all gets quite deeper. Still I hope it is enough for my cause.

I won't need much preparation for after if I have been successfull I think. Maybe I will get some notes together. But then again it doesn't really seem to matter. And it's way out of my control anyways, so. I'm afraid there really isn't much to say or do or anything, no point even. In essence I'm gone and that's okay. I want to rest in peace after everything.

I really hope and wish this to be successfull.
Please feeld free to add your feedback.
Thanks
Wow how were you able to get everything so fast.. so far I only know a source ( IC) but can't get Meto..
Wow how were you able to get everything so fast.. so far I only know a source ( IC) but can't get Meto..
But IC is expensive. Can you share your sources through PM?
 

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