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NorthAmericanQc

NorthAmericanQc

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Not all tbsp are made the same. Some are a bit bigger or smaller. On google it says 14.3 grams..so, my bad?

But I'm glad it's exact measure for you!
 
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John434

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This is
Not all tbsp are made the same. Some are a bit bigger or smaller. On google it says 14.3 grams..so, my bad?

But I'm glad it's exact measure for you!
what my scale comes up with on a level tablespoon
Was only a response to a question that was asked
And I agree, all measurements will vary
 
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Mistress Death

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Dec 9, 2018
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What other anti-e should I be taking besides meto (primperan)? I am looking for ones that I can get on either ebay, amazon or a legit site. I am in the US in case that's helpful. I am also thinking of taking a combination of otc nausea like dramamine, bonine and zofran. I am unsure how those will interact with the meto and with themselves.
 
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angie

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It will kill you, but I don't know whether it's a go or a no-go in terms of a peaceful or even relatively peaceful death. It's a no-go that PN started flogging it as the new Pill of Drion literally 4 weeks after the Dutch RTD group started speculation a couple of years ago and PN found out what it was. He had the tabloid version of the Answer To Everything coming off the presses ready for sale with slightly awkward enthusiasm for something he knew fuck all about. It was the definitive "new" entry to the PPeH, and it's been updated every couple of months with "newer" new entries but sadly it's still just a bucket of fuck all.

So, I'd say if you want a peaceful death, pass on that one for the moment, unless you find it in any way compelling evidence that one "pig died quietly". Because that's pretty much all he's got at them moment, in spite of all these recent "monitored deaths" and also please will everyone stop stealing the PPeH that's just so mean PN has got to live somehow and those millions annually have taken a bit of a knock with the 1.72% fall in the Aussie dollar and lairy floral duds aren't cheap ya know.



I have not seen anyone taking sn on any videos or read feedback from anyone who has actually seen or known someone take it ,.How do we know it isnt a painfull death ??
 
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Master Atsu

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Jan 21, 2019
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This is in my considered methods list. I've found someone who sells 100g 98% SN where I live, for school projects. I would have to pay while purchasing it since I won't be available when it arrives but I only have access to cash. I was thinking about convincing my dad pay for it (I don't really care how would he feel after learning that he unknowingly "helped" me ctb) but I remembered he's an agricultural engineer who worked for a chicken company and now controls restaurants, and fruits that'll go abroad. My plan was to tell him I needed it for a school project. We do that kind of things at school and he doesn't care much about what I do. Do you think can I convince him or how?
 
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John434

Student
Feb 6, 2019
120
I have not seen anyone taking sn on any videos or read feedback from anyone who has actually seen or known someone take it ,.How do we know it isnt a painfull death ??
Xerxes did a test on it with a reduced dose on 10g SN and mixed it with a small amount of DMSO then applied it all over his chest and neck, he almost died, he drove himself to the emergency room, saying he felt almost drunk and was about to black out several times, after treatment at the hospital he was released and later wrote a thread about his experience. He made no mention of any kind of pain or discomfort,
Not sure if Xerxes has passed because his profile says "invisible" but no one has heard from him as of late.
 
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Arak

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2018
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I haven't followed this thread recently. I know that some people died. But any insights, opinions ?

I originally was thinking SA over SN, but recent 'discoveries' suggest SA is much more brutal than I had thought and from that perspective SN seems more viable.
 
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Ximbica

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Feb 13, 2019
3
I have received my SN, a whole kilo I bought from a chemical company here in Brazil. The thing is: I am very scared of the potential brain damage or other physical problems I can have if this method fails. Are there any resources you can provide about the "safety" of trying to kill oneself using this substance?
 
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Awe

Member
Feb 6, 2019
89
@Awe ,

If you do it right (antiemetics), and hold it down for at least a couple of minutes high doses should assure death. Post #71 in the sodium azide megathread raised some very good questions. My take is that high doses 10-20 gr will kill you. I'm not sure about the low dose that Dutch organization suggested. As stated #71 raised some questions and I'd like some answers ! ('benign pharmacological response' ?!?)

Anti e I have. Just seems to be a lot of uncertainty as to when and how much to take to ensure it stays down. No tagamet but anti-e plus dmso.
 
NorthAmericanQc

NorthAmericanQc

Experienced
Feb 5, 2019
227
Regimen of 2 per day for at least 3 days+ and 30 min before ingestion of SN.
 
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Arak

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2018
1,176
@Awe , did I post it in the wrong thread ?

#71 is the SA thread and was about that drug. SN is different.
 
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Mistress Death

Experienced
Dec 9, 2018
290
Anti e I have. Just seems to be a lot of uncertainty as to when and how much to take to ensure it stays down. No tagamet but anti-e plus dmso.
Which anti-e will you use and where did you get it?
 
Dutch

Dutch

Student
Feb 13, 2019
129
I thought about ordering from apcpure but do not want to risk any problems with the law in The Netherlands.
SN is used in allot kind of foods to avoid it starts to rotten, and it's also used for cleaning some kind of metals. It's not illegal to buy at all, they just dont sell it in The Netherlands anymore to citizens, but it's not against the law at all to have, because of those 2 main reasons.
I did also order from the UK chemical store without any problems. (it was delivered within 5 work days)
 
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Arak

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Sep 21, 2018
1,176
A comment of mine. The suggestion that SN could not be banned (Nitschke) in Europe is nonsense. The average consumer has no use for SN. And if a local butcher cannot use it for his own meat products, tough. As long as the major corporations can use it there is no problem for society.
 
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Tristesse

Experienced
Feb 10, 2019
242
I live in a wet and rainy area. Today I found out that the SN I recently received has become a hard block. My SN is bottled and the bottle has never been opened.

I know that SN will turn into sodium nitrate when it is exposed to oxygen. Is that the reason why SN cakes? Or is it just harmless water absorption and adhesion?

The purity of SN I bought was 99%. If this happened, how many effective ingredients are left? Do I need a knife to cut it into pieces?
 
throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
I live in a wet and rainy area. Today I found out that the SN I recently received has become a hard block. My SN is bottled and the bottle has never been opened.

I know that SN will turn into sodium nitrate when it is exposed to oxygen. Is that the reason why SN cakes? Or is it just harmless water absorption and adhesion?

The purity of SN I bought was 99%. If this happened, how many effective ingredients are left? Do I need a knife to cut it into pieces?
can i ask u where u bought it?
 
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Dutch

Student
Feb 13, 2019
129
If it became a block then moist came in the bottle, so that means it's not effective anymore, or not effective at all. What u can do is send a message to where u bought it and explain that it lose it powers. If they dont wanna help then explain u need 99% effective SN for ''the metals you work with''. They should send you new ones back if you bought it from a chemical store. Normally this is the reason why u never buy SN in a bag but in a bottle, so it's weird that this happend.
 
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Philip

Specialist
Oct 23, 2018
318
I bought a 30g bottle of sn and was wondering if I could take the whole bottle or is that too much? I am a big guy, around 250 pounds
 
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Dutch

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Feb 13, 2019
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I bought a 30g bottle of sn and was wondering if I could take the whole bottle or is that too much? I am a big guy, around 250 pounds
My advice is 22 gram for someone that weight 100 kilo. So for your weight add 3 or 4 gram extra, So 30 gram is fine if you follow the guide and make sure the SN is 98% pure or more. (make sure the bottle is not opened before so it's still strong enough.)
 
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Philip

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My advice is 22 gram for someone that weight 100 kilo. So for your weight add 3 or 4 gram extra, So 30 gram is fine if you follow the guide and make sure the SN is 98% pure or more. (make sure the bottle is not opened before so it's still strong enough.)
One more question......should it still be 100ml of water or a little more? Can I just put the water in the sn bottle and drink it out of that? Thank you for your answer
 
Dutch

Dutch

Student
Feb 13, 2019
129
Not sure to be honest,i gonna try it personally with 25 gram SN 99,5 pure and 75ml water, also not gonna drink and eat for 8 hours or more, my weight it currently 90 kilo, So cant give you facts on the water u need. Gonna do it in October if i dont have the rights for Euthanasy.
 
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Awe

Member
Feb 6, 2019
89
I suspect any sodium nitrite available as easily as Amazon is likely salt mixed with some nitrite . Pure SN is regulated. Going to try regardless out of desperation, but in my gut I know it will fail. Just a heads up to anyone who is as serious about wanting success with SN method
 
Dutch

Dutch

Student
Feb 13, 2019
129
I suspect any sodium nitrite available as easily as Amazon is likely salt mixed with some nitrite . Pure SN is regulated. Going to try regardless out of desperation, but in my gut I know it will fail. Just a heads up to anyone who is as serious about wanting success with SN method
That's why i advice to buy it from a chemist in a bottle and not from any other site that sells it in a bag.
 
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Awe

Member
Feb 6, 2019
89
That's why i advice to buy it from a chemist in a bottle and not from any other site that sells it in a bag.
Easier said than done..
Heads up to anyone else who stupidly bought the Loudwolf SN hoping for a miracle- just noticed it says right on there it is "food grade" quality; pure SN would be Reagent Grade . So devastated
 
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OfficerK

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May 6, 2018
255
I suspect any sodium nitrite available as easily as Amazon is likely salt mixed with some nitrite . Pure SN is regulated. Going to try regardless out of desperation, but in my gut I know it will fail. Just a heads up to anyone who is as serious about wanting success with SN method
Why are you saying that pure SN is regulated? It's not in most countries. Besides, if it is illegal to sell pure nitrite, why would they risk attracting the attention of the authorities?

Food grade doesn't mean that it's not pure. It only means that it doesn't contain substances that would make it unsuitable for food production.
 
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Mistress Death

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Dec 9, 2018
290
This stuff should be fine, right? I found it on amazon and ebay.
 

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This stuff should be fine, right? I found it on amazon and ebay.
"In general, technical grade or laboratory grade are the lowest purity. ACS Reagent grade means that the chemical conforms to specifications defined by the Committee on Analytical Reagents of the American Chemical Society (but Aldrich "ReagentPlus" means >95% pure"
 
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