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I dont know If I understood on Stan's Guide, but antiemetics are not needed If I have regular use of risperidon and other psych medications? Is that It? 🤔
Yes afaik that's correct.
There are also a few medications that increase the risk of side effects if taken with metoclopramide. For example quetiapine. So it's best to take only one of them, not both.
 
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tabarô

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Yes afaik that's correct.
There are also a few medications that increase the risk of side effects if taken with metoclopramide. For example quetiapine. So it's best to take only one of them, not both.
Thx for helping.
I also wonder the same.
I take paliperidone, but it certainly cant be as effective as meto...i think..
Not to mention i throw up all the time even taking paliperidone... idk
Maybe someone can help us
I found some infos about that here too:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...rs-painkillers-draft.29822/page-2#post-554187
 
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Hello_Goodbye_2022

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Would someone please be able to PM me a way to find AE? Many thanks!
 
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Hello,

does anyone know where to get SN? I am from Europe and disabled and in a great amount of pain. Please, PM me
 
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klonoaencore

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Oct 4, 2022
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Is metoclopramide 4mg enough? Coincidentally my father bought it yesterday for my mother.
 
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almostdone

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Oct 5, 2022
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Ordered SN from a chemical company, should be here in a couple days. The company is legit as far as I can tell, but looking back the picture on the website looks kinda jank. I'll try a blood test when it gets here I guess.
 
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Ordered SN from a chemical company, should be here in a couple days. The company is legit as far as I can tell, but looking back the picture on the website looks kinda jank. I'll try a blood test when it gets here I guess.
can you give the source in pm please?
Can anyone send me a pm with a working SN source within the EU?
 
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can you give the source in pm please?
Me Too in they ship from canada, 99% nitrite not nitrate? I don't want to pay 111$ us = 160$ canadian for IC... 😭

I'm sad, I can't even read the name of the drugs, my brains damage nopes out... It's too hard for me... If I ever get the first step of getting SN, I'll need someone to help me step by step...

I'm in pain right now... Or more aware of it... I wish I never woke up...
 
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almostdone

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Ordered SN from a chemical company, should be here in a couple days. The company is legit as far as I can tell, but looking back the picture on the website looks kinda jank. I'll try a blood test when it gets here I guess.
It arrived and it's real. Just tested it with a drop of blood and it instantly turned brown. The bottle in real life looks much more professional than the picture on their website. Looks like they only deliver to the US but it was only $20 and I'm still surprised how easy it was. I've had attempts in the past but they were always pretty unlikely to succeed because the pro-lifers make it so hard. I'm not going to use it just yet, but it's nice to know I have the option available now.
 
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give ya a hint... google "fish cure sodium nitrite*
 
CarpeJugulum

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It arrived and it's real. Just tested it with a drop of blood and it instantly turned brown. The bottle in real life looks much more professional than the picture on their website. Looks like they only deliver to the US but it was only $20 and I'm still surprised how easy it was. I've had attempts in the past but they were always pretty unlikely to succeed because the pro-lifers make it so hard. I'm not going to use it just yet, but it's nice to know I have the option available now.
can you describe the testing process please? did you just put a drop of blood on a grain of salt or?
 
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almostdone

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Oct 5, 2022
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can you describe the testing process please? did you just put a drop of blood on a grain of salt or?
Yeah, I just put a tiny bit on a paper plate and put a drop of blood on it. I also put one tiny grain on my tongue and it was salty, then I spit it out and rinsed out my mouth, but that was really dumb of me and not something people should do. It really only takes a tiny pinch of the stuff to kill you and I spent the next 2 hours constantly checking to make sure my lips weren't turning blue.
 
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Yeah, I just put a tiny bit on a paper plate and put a drop of blood on it. I also put one tiny grain on my tongue and it was salty, then I spit it out and rinsed out my mouth, but that was really dumb of me and not something people should do. It really only takes a tiny pinch of the stuff to kill you and I spent the next 2 hours constantly checking to make sure my lips weren't turning blue.
sorry, but I'm 90% sure that the 'tiny pinch' thing you said is incorrect. I mean SN is used for food processing...
 
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sorry, but I'm 90% sure that the 'tiny pinch' thing you said is incorrect. I mean SN is used for food processing...
I think you two are using different definitions of "pinch". Minimal lethal dose for humans is supposed to be 2g. (As always in life, no guarantee you will survive less than 2g. Don't get me wrong.)

Check out this thread:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/testing-sn-how-to-get-to-hospital-fast.74903/

Also, awesome user name! Why didn't I think of this?
 
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almostdone

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sorry, but I'm 90% sure that the 'tiny pinch' thing you said is incorrect. I mean SN is used for food processing...
Lethal dose is 1-2 grams, and a teaspoon is about 6 grams of salt. So yeah tiny pinch is probably the wrong way to say it, more of a hefty pinch, but life is random and someone with a smaller frame or who is already ill might accidentally ctb with a much smaller dose than the average.
 
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CarpeJugulum

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Jun 28, 2022
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I think you two are using different definitions of "pinch". Minimal lethal dose for humans is supposed to be 2g.

Check out this thread:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/testing-sn-how-to-get-to-hospital-fast.74903/

Also, awesome user name! Why didn't I think of this?
yeah, I was mostly thinking about a small amount that's not even swallowed
Thanks for the thread, it's nice to see some thourough data
 
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I think you two are using different definitions of "pinch". Minimal lethal dose for humans is supposed to be 2g.

Check out this thread:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/testing-sn-how-to-get-to-hospital-fast.74903/

Also, awesome user name! Why didn't I think of this?
Yeah but there have been people who have died from a gram.
 
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wljourney

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Link don't work.

Link don't work.
Yes, they moved the documents to a different server.

You can find quite a few publications on SN on their new site.

"Fatal methemoglobinemia: A case series highlighting a new trend in intentional sodium nitrite or sodium nitrate ingestion as a method of suicide" (September 2021) https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/34298207/


Ok. I found this article in the Journal of Emergency Medicine "Sodium Nitrite Ingestion: an Emerging Trend in Suicide Attempts Shared via Online Communities" March 2021, but it's behind a paywall and I can't successfully link to it.

However - they did publish a table with vital signs of 5 patients who came to the ER with SN poisoning:

Patient 1
17 yr old female, arrived at hospital without heartbeat (HB)/blood pressure at 0, Oxygen Saturation at 79%, Peak Methoglobin level 84, Meth Blue administered once, deceased.

Patient 2
35 yr old male, arrived with regular HB, low blood pressure, Oxygen Sat at 80%, Peak Methoglobin level 80, Meth Blue given 2x, deceased.

Patient 3
17 yr old female, ingested 21 g of SN, arrived with rapid HB, regular blood pressure, Oxygen Sat at 84%, Peak Methoglobin over 24, Meth Blue given once, survived.

Patient 4
24 yr old male, arrived with rapid HB, regular blood pressure, Oxygen Sat at 87%, Peak Methoglobin at 69, Meth Blue given 2x, survived.

Patient 5
22 yr old male, slightly elevated HB, very low blood pressure, Oxygen Sat at 80%, Peak Methoglobin (not measured until after Meth Blue was given). They administered meth blue 4 (!) times and he still passed away.

Found a few snippets (more details on each patient and how they presented to the ER) published here:

The people who survived received Methylene Blue early enough.
Those who passed away had cardiac arrests before Meth Blue could be administered (sometimes with significant delay).

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July 2022:
Both cases reported here survived (one took about 10g, one less than 1 g), as they both presented to ER within a short timeframe:
"Suicide attempt using sodium nitrite ordered on the internet: Two case reports"


June 2021:
One case reported, 37 yr old female, deceased. Unfortunately behind a paywall, but description says "found in bed with water bottle containing SN and a plastic bag with several medications and a suicide note"
"Another suicide by sodium nitrite and multiple drugs: an alarming trend for "exit"?"

 
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help56

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Oct 4, 2022
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I got myself meto and live in UK but can't get any sn anywhere is there anyone from the UK who could advise me on a supplier or anything at all?
Sane here . Did you get any responses . Uk
 
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FinalBossu

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Feb 24, 2021
34
I bought some SN around 2 years ago but I don't know if it's still good to use. Does anyone know if this stuff expires? Should I be looking for another source or should I just hold on to what I have?
 
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onetapgandhi

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Oct 4, 2022
119
Yes, they moved the documents to a different server.

You can find quite a few publications on SN on their new site.

"Fatal methemoglobinemia: A case series highlighting a new trend in intentional sodium nitrite or sodium nitrate ingestion as a method of suicide" (September 2021) https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/34298207/


Ok. I found this article in the Journal of Emergency Medicine "Sodium Nitrite Ingestion: an Emerging Trend in Suicide Attempts Shared via Online Communities" March 2021, but it's behind a paywall and I can't successfully link to it.

However - they did publish a table with vital signs of 5 patients who came to the ER with SN poisoning:

Patient 1
17 yr old female, arrived at hospital without heartbeat (HB)/blood pressure at 0, Oxygen Saturation at 79%, Peak Methoglobin level 84, Meth Blue administered once, deceased.

Patient 2
35 yr old male, arrived with regular HB, low blood pressure, Oxygen Sat at 80%, Peak Methoglobin level 80, Meth Blue given 2x, deceased.

Patient 3
17 yr old female, ingested 21 g of SN, arrived with rapid HB, regular blood pressure, Oxygen Sat at 84%, Peak Methoglobin over 24, Meth Blue given once, survived.

Patient 4
24 yr old male, arrived with rapid HB, regular blood pressure, Oxygen Sat at 87%, Peak Methoglobin at 69, Meth Blue given 2x, survived.

Patient 5
22 yr old male, slightly elevated HB, very low blood pressure, Oxygen Sat at 80%, Peak Methoglobin (not measured until after Meth Blue was given). They administered meth blue 4 (!) times and he still passed away.

Found a few snippets (more details on each patient and how they presented to the ER) published here:

The people who survived received Methylene Blue early enough.
Those who passed away had cardiac arrests before Meth Blue could be administered (sometimes with significant delay).

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EDIT:

July 2022:
Both cases reported here survived (one took about 10g, one less than 1 g), as they both presented to ER within a short timeframe:
"Suicide attempt using sodium nitrite ordered on the internet: Two case reports"


June 2021:
One case reported, 37 yr old female, deceased. Unfortunately behind a paywall, but description says "found in bed with water bottle containing SN and a plastic bag with several medications and a suicide note"
"Another suicide by sodium nitrite and multiple drugs: an alarming trend for "exit"?"

I guess I should buy a pulse oximeter because it does seem like if the Oxygen saturation goes below 85, there's really no chance
 
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I guess I should buy a pulse oximeter because it does seem like if the Oxygen saturation goes below 85, there's really no chance
You could use a pulse oximeter, yes. However one of the studies I read mentioned that PO's overestimated saturation in this specific situation. Apparently the can't properly interpret readings when it comes to methemoglobinemia.

And after all... once your saturation is that low, you will start to feel dizzy/disoriented and there will be little benefit of knowing if it's at 87 or 84. I would expect not even to be aware of the info / not able to process if someone told you what your sats are at.
 
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onetapgandhi

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You could use a pulse oximeter, yes. However one of the studies I read mentioned that PO's overestimated saturation in this specific situation. Apparently the can't properly interpret readings when it comes to methemoglobinemia.

And after all... once your saturation is that low, you will start to feel dizzy/disoriented and there will be little benefit of knowing if it's at 87 or 84. I would expect not even to be aware of the info / not able to process if someone told you what your sats are at.
Wheels are set in motion. I just need to get alone now and take the damn thing.
 
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wljourney

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Crossposting this because... reasons.
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With the increased attention surrounding this latest lawsuit against Amazon, MSM articles and tweets by lawyers suing Amazon....

I hope everyone realizes that this will also bring lurkers to SaSu.

The article below names SaSu specifically and there have been tons of people showing up in the last 48 hrs asking for SN sources.

Remember:
- sharing sources is against forum rules.
- careful who you DM with
- people are sometimes not who they claim to be. Its the internet y'all.



 
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grp35

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Sep 22, 2022
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Just got my SN from IC. Arrived 7 days ahead of schedule (I'm in Asia). Hope you all can get yours soon.

I'm very nervous to CTB but my life has become 100% emotional agony. I made one bad decision (took a bad xtc pill) and that has ruined my brain and my life. I can't live the next 40 years like this.

I was hoping for something more peaceful than SN. I've read about it for hours and it seems like the best of the available non-violent methods. However, I wish I had some N instead!
 
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