Could someone kindly PM me with a legit source/way to secure sedatives without a prescription/speaking to a doctor?
Very unlikely because benzos are controlled substances which require a doctor to prescribe. You don't actually need them, but I know people talk about reducing anxiety and possibly keep you asleep during the process. All I can suggest is if you know people who have them and ask of they don't mind giving you some.
Did you manage to get propranolol? Is that one of your regular meds? I really need, or should I say want, it to help the process go faster. I think with the slower heart rate there will be less blood flow to the organs.
Does any one know if I can take quetiapine as anti-emetic?
Yes you can. I don't know if it's better than other antipsychotics but I think Stan's guide shows the relative affinities the drug has for the binding site. I believe the lower the number, the greater degree or stronger affinity at the binding site. This means better at preventing nausea but everyone's body is different. Metoclopramide binds to both D2 and serotonin receptors but is not classified as an antipsychotic. You'll have to search on the forum to see whether to stay on your recommended dose or use a higher one. Since it's not meant for nausea, there is no true dosing strategies. Hope that helps.
Anyone willing to share something reliable in Canada?
I believe there is one in Canada that you must've seen on the forum nicknamed IC. Put that in a search and see who may have ordered from them. Then just ask them to see if they are willing to share the source with you via PM. Do not post sources in the threads as it is against forum rules. I know lots of members have ordered from and state they are a good source.
Anyone willing to share something reliable in Canada?
I believe there is one in Canada that you must've seen on the forum nicknamed IC. Put that in a search and see who may have ordered from them. Then just ask them to see if they are willing to share the source with you via PM. Do not post sources in the threads as it is against forum rules. I know lots of members have ordered from and state they are a good source.