Sn in an hour

[VikingHagstrom]

Hello to all
I booked a hotel to CTB. I have not eaten anything since yesterday.

I will only use the SN (20g with less water possible) with a backup glass and already took 800mg Ibuprofen.

I wish I would have interacted more with members here but my social skills are so bad. It wasn t always like this but since a few years my mental health is degrading. It reached a point where I messed up absolutly everything and though I am not too old (would be 28 next month) I don't want to stay around longer, suffering and causing pain to the few people I have left.

This morning I went for a walk and even though the sun was shining, birds where singing, the nature surounding me was verdant I didn t feel anything. Just an immense bordedom. I can t feel anything anymore.
I have BPD, I was addict to cannabis then I replaced it with alcohol and it kinda fucked me up bad. I had friends, girlfriends, family relationship, many work opporrunities, but over the years I destroyed everything.

Anyway, I hope it won t be too distressing after I ingest the SN but I just want it to be over quickly.

I will update once I take it

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I understand that this life can be unbearable when everything is so hopeless. I wish you peace in whatever happens, I hope that you find what you are looking for.

 

[VikingHagstrom]

I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I understand that this life can be unbearable when everything is so hopeless. I wish you peace in whatever happens, I hope that you find what you are looking for.

Thank you

 

[mrselfdestruct]

Godspeed, may you find peace whatever decision you make. Good luck

 

[VikingHagstrom]

Godspeed, may you find peace whatever decision you make. Good luck

Thank you, will take SN in 10 min

 

[DreamSurfer]

BPD is such a struggle.

Sorry to see you go but wishing you peace for whatever journey you choose. Good luck.

 

[VikingHagstrom]

BPD is such a struggle.

Sorry to see you go but wishing you peace for whatever journey you choose. Good luck.

Hello yes it s a difficult condition
Thanks for your message

My sn is disolved in water, will smoke a cigarette

 

[Sittichmutter]

I am sorry to hear about your pain.
We are not bodies with souls. We are souls living in bodies. We do not die.

I am sorry to hear about your pain.
We are not bodies with souls. We are souls living in bodies. We do not die.

Remember this. It would be better If you started. But is your decision.
I wish you lots of love.
Sorry.
It would be better If you stayed.

 

[Dot]

= alwys ok 2 chnge ur mnd if u nd 2

 

[VikingHagstrom]

Thank u guys. I just drunk the first glass, it is indeed very salty but totally drinkablr

Thank u guys. I just drunk the first glass, it is indeed very salty but totally drinkablr

I already wanna throw up but will do my best not to
I threw op
Feel hot

 

[Someone123]

I hope you are able to find peace. Do you have any other meds? If not it can still work, but the chances are better with some of the other meds from Stan's Guide, especially an antiemitic.

 

[LifeHasNoOptIn]

Wishing you a quick and peaceful journey

 

[markimobzzdeasui]

Hope you find the peace that you long desired

 

[Smart No More]

Poor guy! Hope they didn't suffer terribly! Always find these kind of posts hard to digest.

 

[MatthewV3]

I hope you found peace.

 

[dredd1981]

So sorry my friend, I hope you had a peaceful journey

 

[forgotten15]

Fly high! You are free now friend.

 

[Imissyoumydarling]

Hey man, sorry I didn't see this in time. Wish I could have said goodbye to you properly. I don't think we'd spoken, but I do want you to know I truly care and I hope you're feeling happier now.

 

[MementoMori81]

Safe journey mate, safe journey.

 

[Badumtsss]

Safe travels

 

[Achlys]

I"m sorry I didn't see this post earlier. I wish you a peaceful journey.

 

[Niirvana]

Thank u guys. I just drunk the first glass, it is indeed very salty but totally drinkablr

I already wanna throw up but will do my best not to
I threw op
Feel hot

I hope you are at peace now