SN Got Here Today

[Headspace Dweller]

I'm not going to open it and test it until closer to my actual date, because I don't want it to degrade, but it's reassuring just to have. There's an odd sense of relief just knowing it's there, that I've got a way out.

Thankfully, there were no welfare checks or anything. That was a worry, since I've got trauma from police interaction...

Either way, I still have other supplies to gather, and my backup in case it isn't up to snuff after testing is finally past customs. It took...almost 3 weeks to clear. Thankfully my hunting license covered my reasoning for ordering it.

I'm still a little nervous that I'll run into more issues, which is par for the course for me, but I'm...genuinely relieved to have this big piece mostly figured out.

 

[chocosyrup]

That's great news for you.
When are you planning to do it?

 

[SmollMushroom]

Yes, it is nice to have a way out that is not really too bad.
Remember to get the antiemetic somewhere, those are the must-have.

 

[Aim]

Congratz!! Must feel amazing! <3

 

[Headspace Dweller]

That's great news for you.
When are you planning to do it?

Early January, I'm aiming for the 20th. The 4th anniversary of my close friend passing. I have a couple prior commitments I want to see through before I go. And that'll likely be right before my mind starts to go - I want to do it before I lose myself.

Yes, it is nice to have a way out that is not really too bad.
Remember to get the antiemetic somewhere, those are the must-have.

Almost like an insurance policy in case things go really south, lol

That's one of the things I'm working on - I have an appointment with my PCP coming up to try and get an Rx for Reglan/metoclopramide or something similar. I figure it'll set off less red flags if I go in and ask for it because of my GERD, which isn't entirely untrue. It can get worse with age.

Hopefully it goes smoothly and I get the Rx, but knowing my luck...

Congratz!! Must feel amazing! <3

It's definitely a load off my mind!

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so relieved to have the SN, I wish you the best with your plans.