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spiralling

spiralling

Experienced
Oct 1, 2021
200
Other than unpleasantness, not a thing. I'll get cancer in 10 years, though.
 
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Canon1

Student
Dec 2, 2019
184
Okay, I'll think I'll do it. What sense does it make to wait so long. What should happen? Nobody knows. The drink is ready. I'm done with life. Fuck the society based on money and pressure
Problem: i haven't fasted
 
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Tartuffe

Open to PMs
Mar 31, 2022
342
Okay, I'll think I'll do it. What sense does it make to wait so long. What should happen? Nobody knows. The drink is ready. I'm done with life. Fuck the society based on money and pressure
Problem: i haven't fasted
That's how ill be when I have the other bits needed. What have you taken to help?
 
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Canon1

Student
Dec 2, 2019
184
I have mental problems, depression. I'm addicted to tramadol and benzos. My gf just left me, I have no friends. My work is pure torture. I don't like people and I want to fall into eternal peace. Imagine i died by Corona. It would be the same
That's how ill be when I have the other bits needed. What have you taken to help?
I have swallowed a few benzos.
Should I puke my food out before I drink?
I am ready
 
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Tartuffe

Open to PMs
Mar 31, 2022
342
I have mental problems, depression. I'm addicted to tramadol and benzos. My gf just left me, I have no friends. My work is pure torture. I don't like people and I want to fall into eternal peace. Imagine i died by Corona. It would be the same

I have swallowed a few benzos.
Should I puke my food out before I drink?
I think its advised to fast for 12 hours before drinking it. You want it to absorb into your stomach and intestines.
 
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Canon1

Student
Dec 2, 2019
184
I have drunk it. Pure ugly and uncomfortable
Gotta puke
I have drunk it. My heart is beating fast
 
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Tartuffe

Open to PMs
Mar 31, 2022
342
I have drunk it. Pure ugly and uncomfortable
Gotta puke
I have drunk it. My heart is beating fast
Hope you find peace
 
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Canon1

Student
Dec 2, 2019
184
Nothing is happening except my heart beats fast
So how long will it take
 
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Canon1

Student
Dec 2, 2019
184
I have to puke
 
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Fwompje

Fwompje

life is cruel and time heals nothing
Feb 23, 2023
190
If you puked, immediately stop and try and puke it all up.
 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
1,892
Still with us ?
 
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LocalAngel

LocalAngel

Lost, wanting out.
Feb 7, 2023
214
Hope you're okay- or resting well...
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,639
Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏💛
 
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Octavia

Octavia

“I’d… rather kill myself.”
Mar 4, 2023
363
It is a strange experience to read a message that might have been someone's last one. I suppose that I would have to get used to it.
 
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Dubito

Student
Nov 5, 2022
195
If you think your life will get better, don't go yet.

I know it's too late for OP, but maybe someone who needs this will read it
That was my thought, too.
 
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lukas19

Specialist
Jan 17, 2023
345
Hi

I can't believe it. Today I had no regrets to end my life and hid the sn in my basement and can't find it anymore. It's like a curse.

I know 100 % that I hid it there. Nobody has access to my cellar and it's gone. What a shitty situation.
Let's hope no one finds it and think it was normal salt, last time that happened a whole family died
 
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ThisIsLife

ThisIsLife

Specialist
Feb 3, 2023
398
I hope that if he passed it was peaceful
 
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