(SN) Farewell Thread

[2Toes]

can feel the sleepiness coming in from the sedatives which is good, means im gonna be unconscious w

First of all, I wanna thank this forum for existing and giving ppl like us an outlet and important resources.

I will be departing at Midnight by SN method. I have fasted for 24 hours and I plan on taking 31 g of Sodium Nitrite from CCS mixed in 56 ML of water. I have a second dosage with 26 g just incase.

I plan to take (Pictured Below):

• 1200mg ibuprofen - took @ 9:20 PM
• 8mg Ondansetron (AE) - 11:00PM
• 250mg Crushed Seroquel (Sedative) - 11:15 PM
• 60g Famotidine (anti-acid) - 11:30 PM
• THC Cartridge (Indica/Watermelon Kush/Sedative/AE) - every 10 minutes since 9:30 PM
• 31 G in 56ml of water (Administrated orally with large syringe) - 12:00 AM

I am at peace and can't wait to experience what happens after death. I'm not really religious but I'm a bit spiritual and I believe in life after death and reincarnation. I think Buddhism specifically Tibetan Buddhism has a nice idea of what happens after life on earth based on the feats Tibetan monks manage to do. During my 22 years of life, I have been infatuated with the fantasy/ supernatural genre when it comes to shows/movies/anime. I personally wish to experience a life as a sorcerer lmao. In the spiritual community, its widely believed that your soul has full control on if they reincarnate or decide to stay in the spiritual realm while a small sector of the community believes in us humans being on a prison planet trapped in a cycle of reincarnation on this planet. Knowing this, I will move mountains to make sure I do not come back to Earth. God I hated my time on this planet. In my final years, I became desensitized to death and even learned to hate others along with myself. I need to heal from this lifetime and I pray my next life will satisfy my esoteric interests and want for fantasy. While I do leave a loving family and feel a bit guilty and concerned for my little sister who shares mental illness, I long to feel relief from this life. My soul is drained and I am so tired even though I am "young". It's believed some souls incarnate on earth to be a catalyst for others; I think that is my purpose as I always felt like I don't belong here on earth. I will be a lesson/page/chapter in another's life and help their soul grow as there is experience learned through pain. I'll be browsing for the next 2 hours and plan to update as long as I can. Left a 4 page note along with voice notes so my family can remember my voice.



Mods Please Ban This Account After 72 Hours

I gave one friend my sign info and asked them to either give an update through my account within 3 days or make their own account and make a thread or comment updating you guys on my status. My parents and siblings won't have access to this account, my profile will remain open to all members so you guys can see my past posts and my previous attempt. Someone feel free to document my leaving.

I wish someone updated or made a new version of this:

SS – Fatal Sodium Nitrite (SN / NaNO2) Attempts: Member Methods & Experiences

Fatal Sodium Nitrite (SN / NaNO2) Attempts: Member Methods & ExperiencesLast Updated: 2020.02.29 Mobile-Friendly Website Version THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE FOR IMPROVEMENT SO LONG AS YOU ARE ALIVE. PLEASE, INSTEAD OF SUICIDE, GIVE RECOVERY A CHANCE! YOU CAN REACH OUT TO THE NUMBERS BELOW: CRI...

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*Please no pro-life comments, I have been on SS for 4 years and I am a sound adult*

See all you guys on the other side <3

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What is Making you sleepy that quick? Good luck

 

[arsencio354]

What is Making you sleepy that quick? Good luck

I was smoking all day hehe
going to bed, my heart is racing but its fine, goodbye everyone

 

[Foxes]

Thank you so much for this detailed post of your experience and for the advice you gave me the other day on my post about AEs. I really do appreciate it.

May your soul find its freedom and finally be at peace

 

[Gonnerr]

Goodbye. Have a peaceful escape.

 

[RW__Asher23]

wish you an easy smooth journey into you forever Peace.

 

[stermc]

hope your journey is peaceful and beautiful. we see each other soon.

 

[MrbearX]

Farewell buddy wish you find what you seek although I hope something better awaits I'm not sure what to believe but I'll be joining you very soon

 

[Elohim]

just took SN, not too bad

I hope you don't get nauseous
Some weed my help, you said you're using yeah? Antiacid as well, but need to be careful not to take to much, it might interfere in the SN absorption
But congratulations man, you finally accomplished

 

[Janine]

I'm so sorry it has come to this my friend. I had a great time talking and listening to you and will remember such a strong soul for a long time, I'm sure of that. Farewell and rest in peace.

 

[calssilva]

I think it's done ! He is in peace now

 

[JuliaOnTheNet]

Rest in peace <3

 

[Elohim]

So, did It work?

I was smoking all day hehe
going to bed, my heart is racing but its fine, goodbye everyone

I hope everything has gone well my friend

 

[ExistHarm]

RIP

 

[Madanascar]

Rest easy.

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you found the freedom that you were searching for.

 

[SilentSadness]

I hope you find the peace life was too cruel to offer you, good luck.

 

[Shivali]

 

[sana703]

may you rest in peace

 

[DreamSurfer]

May your soul surf on the waves of peace

 

[hellispink]

Peace

 

[whitefeather]

Congradulations .

 

[beyondgone]

 

[SatouR]

Wishing you a peaceful journey.

 

[Huntfish34]

Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever may have happened. Godspeed. - ♥ -

 

[Mixfeels]

Hope you found peace

 

[cloverhiding]

I hope you find peace

 

[ivzxkou]

hoping you found peace. thank you for sharing with us. goodbye.

 

[cloverhiding]

Does anyone have confirmation if their alive or not?

 

[TheSadStranger]

I know it's a bit late.

Farewell and I hope you find peace. May God have mercy on your soul.