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kitkat9234

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
477
For those of you who have taken SN and survived…. What happened?

Questionable source?
Did you use any specific protocol?
Did you throw it up?
Were you found too soon?
Do you have any lasting effects?

This is my only method and I'm terrified of failing. I need to be sucessful. My SN is 99% purity but I don't have benzos or meto and won't be able to get any. Going to try to substitute with Lunesta sleeping pills and seroquel.

I'm terrified of gagging while swallowing it and throwing it up since I have GERD and a sensitive stomach. I'll prepare a few cups just in case. But if I fail I will really lose the little that I have left….

Any tips/suggestions to make it more successful?

Thanks in advance 💜
 
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searchingforpeace

Experienced
Nov 26, 2022
273
Can you get Meto From an online pharmacy?
 
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kitkat9234

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
477
I tried yet the initial questionnaire I filled out said I didn't qualify because I have tardive dyskinesia. I think the meto makes the symptoms worse. I could redo the questionnaire and mark no but worried about it triggering my condition. Plus they want over $70 for the assessment and who knows how much for the actual prescription. I'm running out of money so I've pretty much given up. I do have zofran but don't think that would help.
 
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flip_bug

Member
Oct 2, 2025
33
(1. I downed 200mg of 12% curing salts with water
(2. No protocol
(3. Yes I was vomiting profusely
(4. I was found within 10 minutes of ingestion
(5. No lasting effects.
People claim the nitrite levels in curing salts are too low to cause death but my lactate was 8.9 and it would be unlikely I would have survived if I wasn't found.
 
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idiotmother

Arcanist
Mar 21, 2025
466
Very curious if Lunesta would work in place of benzos, I wish someone on here knew.
 
karenin

karenin

I know I'm not right, but I'm not wrong
Sep 22, 2025
29
Very curious if Lunesta would work in place of benzos, I wish someone on here knew.
It will work (;

Quick edit: but not with anxiety caused by SI.
 
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Hiro Uchiha

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
291
Metoclopramide is the gold standard for antiemetics. Although OTC substitutes are used by successful attemps with SN as reported by various published materials. Timing is also key. Being found during the onset of symptoms of SN poisoning increases the likelihood of resuscitation since antidotes exist.
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
Questionable source? Some would say so but I'd say it's a good source.
Did you use any specific protocol? I fasted for 9 hours and took 25g nothing else.
Did you throw it up? A lot , I'd say around 9 times.
Were you found too soon? No one found me , I woke up .
Do you have any lasting effects?
Muscle fibers in and around my heart were torn and I have issues maintaining it.
 
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theforgotten

Member
Sep 20, 2025
21
Metoclopramide is the gold standard for antiemetics. Although OTC substitutes are used by successful attemps with SN as reported by various published materials. Timing is also key. Being found during the onset of symptoms of SN poisoning increases the likelihood of resuscitation since antidotes exist.
What otc substitutes? I thought they weren't strong enough.
 

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