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dieingasap

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Apr 28, 2025
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I took ALP(celphos) twice once 15gm and then a day after 20gm but it did nothing to me. I took sn twice on 29th may 1and1/2 spoon and then on 3rd june 3 spoon but it didn't took my life. Could anyone explain why ???
 
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Mooncry

delulu girlfailure
Sep 11, 2024
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Either not real SN or expired/degraded by air leakage. Or maybe not high enough purity. Even if you vomited, there's no way it wouldn't have killed you if it was real/pure SN.
 
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Apathy79

Paragon
Oct 13, 2019
932
What happened when you took it? Did you dissolve it in water? Do you know how much each spoon is?
 
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Feb 27, 2025
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I took sn twice on 29th may 1and1/2 spoon and then on 3rd june 3 spoon but it didn't took my life. Could anyone explain why ???
So, just to make sure i have this right, you took sn (a spoon and a half) on May 29th and again on June 3rd which was two days ago (3 spoons)? It extremely highly likely the SN you have is not as pure since you took it twice within 6 days which is a lot.
 
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FadingSnowFake

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Did you test purity?
 
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dieingasap

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Apr 28, 2025
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What happened when you took it? Did you dissolve it in water? Do you know how much each spoon is?
Yes i dissolved in water. It should be 10gm each. I felt little numb that's it and then i was just waiting for being unconscious but it didn't happened. I felt asleep then.
Did you test purity?
How to do that ?
 
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FadingSnowFake

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Nov 25, 2024
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I'll be doing an aquarium test soon, plenty info if you search, this thread has useful links.

 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
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You need to weigh the powder on the scales. The protocol says that you need to consume at least 25 grams
 
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dieingasap

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Apr 28, 2025
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Either not real SN or expired/degraded by air leakage. Or maybe not high enough purity. Even if you vomited, there's no way it wouldn't have killed you if it was real/pure SN.
I also feel so, because today just now i took 5 spoons,
Maybe 1st time when i opened it i took long time in mixing it with water and got involved in thinking too much.
 
onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
235
i think you're memeing or just bought table salt. SN is deadly in very low doses. In any case, you asking that question makes me question you. The question is just dumb and feels like a troll as anyone who knows anything about SN would know that you would have been long gone if it was real SN.
 
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dieingasap

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Apr 28, 2025
48
It's pale yellow in color and the pack says it's sodium nitrite extra pure.
When i dissolve in water the texture and color becomes like milk and tastes little soapy.
 
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