SN Consequences

[EscapeFromLife]

Seems like drinking SN mixture is likely to lead to Methemoglobinemia which causes chocolate-brown blood, poor muscle coordination, and blue-colored skin. Complications may include seizures and heart arrhythmias. Having these changes in body - especially brown colored blood and blue colored skin – I doubt if I would be able to be an organ donor? Also, how do others feel about these body changes? Personally, I feel bad thinking that after death my blood would be brown and skin would be blue, and I am going to get buried like that. Retaining my original body features could have been better.

 

[b1cycle]

There aren't a lot of methods that would result in a pretty corpse.

 

[EscapeFromLife]

There aren't a lot of methods that would result in a pretty corpse.

That's true.. maybe none.

 

[b1cycle]

That's true.. maybe none.

I think inert gas, CO or drowning might. If you really want an open casket funeral I bet a mortician can fix the SN skin color..

 

[ferrie]

I think inert gas, CO or drowning might. If you really want an open casket funeral I bet a mortician can fix the SN skin color..

CO makes your skin turn red all over. Drowning is actually considered one of the worst looking deaths because the body becomes bloated & smells the longer it's been in the water

 

[EscapeFromLife]

I think inert gas, CO or drowning might. If you really want an open casket funeral I bet a mortician can fix the SN skin color..

@b1cycle I didn't mean I want my body to look good to others after my Ctb. I hate my life, not my body. So, it just feels bad that I will enter and remain in the other side with an imperfect body with defects. Is there any way to get around this feeling?

 

[needthebus]

Seems like drinking SN mixture is likely to lead to Methemoglobinemia which causes chocolate-brown blood, poor muscle coordination, and blue-colored skin. Complications may include seizures and heart arrhythmias. Having these changes in body - especially brown colored blood and blue colored skin – I doubt if I would be able to be an organ donor? Also, how do others feel about these body changes? Personally, I feel bad thinking that after death my blood would be brown and skin would be blue, and I am going to get buried like that. Retaining my original body features could have been better.

it's selfish but i wouldn't want to be an organ doner. life has been so hard and unhappy and just incredibly unfair for me that i really don't want any part of me surviving after death. i would like to be gone completely.

i am not concerned about how i look because i would probably be cremated by family no matter what i do, since it's less expensive

the description makes me worried about any pain involved, but pain is not my main concern in suicide because i tried before and it hurt excruciatingly and so i know the sort of pain to expect

 

[rozeske]

There really is no way of retaining your original features. When you die, you are going to look...well, dead. But I will take the look of SN death over the look of bulging eyes and protruding tongue of a hanged body.

 

[Nefera]

You should look the regulation of organ donations in your country, in mine my stomach probably won't pass because of the SN but everything else would be ready to go

 

[EscapeFromLife]

it's selfish but i wouldn't want to be an organ doner. life has been so hard and unhappy and just incredibly unfair for me that i really don't want any part of me surviving after death. i would like to be gone completely.

i am not concerned about how i look because i would probably be cremated by family no matter what i do, since it's less expensive

the description makes me worried about any pain involved, but pain is not my main concern in suicide because i tried before and it hurt excruciatingly and so i know the sort of pain to expect

Did you try SN before? And the pain was excruciating for it?

 

[needthebus]

Did you try SN before? And the pain was excruciating for it?

I have never tried to commit suicide before using SN.

I tried to commit suicide using pills that I thought would kill me. It didn't work for various reasons, although I took a lot. I don't want to post the type of pill or amount and why it didn't work because I am too afraid of being identified by "do-good" christians who would like to have someone like me locked-up, deprived of sensory experiences and miserable, and drugged beyond recognition in hell because if I die somehow it would upset jebus.