
LostHope556
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- Mar 31, 2025
- 47
I literally ordered it at noon yesterday and it arrived at noon today. Fucking incredible delivery service 
Viva Peru!
I got a whole damn kilo of SN and it cost me about $6 US. Amazing.
Also made sure to order scorbic acid and sodium benzoate to make the order less sus lol
Had amazing dream last night and woke up this morning feeling a lot of hope too. I'm not sure if that's because I finally have a way out or, if my brain is thinking, if I'm going to CTB anyways, why not try some other shit first?
Anyways, next step is to test this bad boy, and keep it in a nice cool secure location until further notice :)
They only shitty thing is, is that I would love to celebrate this win with my friends. I'm really excited, this is huge for me! I finally have agency over my life! That's fucking insane and amazing! But... None of my friends are going to think the same.
Which is pretty selfish in a way isn't it? Like what the hell, why can't they just be happy for me? I have a huge win, why do I have to hide it like it's something shameful? That's the worst part. The isolation.

Viva Peru!
I got a whole damn kilo of SN and it cost me about $6 US. Amazing.
Also made sure to order scorbic acid and sodium benzoate to make the order less sus lol
Had amazing dream last night and woke up this morning feeling a lot of hope too. I'm not sure if that's because I finally have a way out or, if my brain is thinking, if I'm going to CTB anyways, why not try some other shit first?
Anyways, next step is to test this bad boy, and keep it in a nice cool secure location until further notice :)
They only shitty thing is, is that I would love to celebrate this win with my friends. I'm really excited, this is huge for me! I finally have agency over my life! That's fucking insane and amazing! But... None of my friends are going to think the same.
Which is pretty selfish in a way isn't it? Like what the hell, why can't they just be happy for me? I have a huge win, why do I have to hide it like it's something shameful? That's the worst part. The isolation.
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