Resource SN attempts: failures / successes - detailed methods and experiences information [google docs]

[Cheers]

Since this thread hasn't been updated in a while i decided to add what i could find of successful sn attempts in 2021. Most of these are unconfirmed, only goodbye threads as the last activity of a member suggesting they cbt successful. I probably missed/forgot some too, feel free to keep updating.
Rip to all of them.


@honig

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/doing-it-tonight.74954/#post-1350473

@PinkKitty

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-sn.74957/

@Nightwillalwayswin

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/its-tomorrow.74677/#post-1347134

@weallneedtovent

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-and-thanks-for-all-the-fish.74399/

@whenlavaflows

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-everyone.74184/#post-1339269

@Cant Maintain

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-thread-thank-you-all-so-much.74148/

@versea (confirmed)

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/im-legit-excited-about-tonight.73966/#post-1336674

@Alcatraz_anthrax

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/this-is-it-this-is-goodbye.73533/

@Eire1992

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-last-day-goodbye.69436/

@Snow Queen

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-did-my-sn-test-and-ill-be-taking-it-this-friday.68455/

@AlternativeSnoo

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-folks.67902/

@Rue89

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/hopefully-this-is-goodbye.67155/

@Last Caress

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/thank-you-ss-community.67042/

@keep moving forward

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-friends.65950/

@262653

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/mentioning-people-who-are-recently-gone.65384/#post-1215710

@currylover

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-all.64695/

@Evolutionary_Mistake

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...aordinarily-painful.63609/page-4#post-1236868

@muffin222

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/tonight-is-the-night-sn-thank-you-and-goodbye.63357/

@mirko

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye.62427/

@mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/mahakali88s-memorial-thread.60479/

@greyback330

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-i-think.62240/

@loopylou

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye.70896/

@hoffnungstod

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/ctb-this-night-goodbye.61502/

@rayofsunshine

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-thread.60341/

@deadspirit

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-everyone.59041/

@Shahanshah

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-thread.58078/

 

[Cheers]

@91Days (assumed dead until further notice) godspeed to them

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-took-the-sn.76104/

 

[angrywarhol2021]

Thanks this kind of rigor analysis is super useful.

with gratitude to all members who have documented SN attempts... using the list compiled by @neville1 and a couple of other cases, i've created two publicly accessible google documents: SN "successes" and SN failures. both detail members' methods and experiences as extensively as i could from the details provided. i've included most questions from other members and the attempters' answers to them; most applicable in the failed-attempts document.

basically, i thought this might make a useful resource to people looking for (ostensibly) real-life SN-attempt methods and experiences in single documents rather than searching through the forum.

the reason i place quotes around "successes" is that, in most cases, there's no substantial verification of success. i did notice a couple of cases do have verification, but i haven't highlighted those (like the vomiters) yet.

• SN "successes" (60 cases)
• SN failures (16 cases)

i apologise to the (inevitably many) members i've missed/overlooked. gah, just realised i forgot ShawnShatto! i'll do that tomorrow. please feel free to add your own or suggest other accounts of attempts, or remove your record for any reason.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Question can I take Advil instead of ibuprofen?

 

[diyCTB]

@Journeytoletgo Isn't Advil ibuprofen per se but quick acting because it's in liquid form?

 

[Dot]

'Catching that bus! (sn)' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/catching-that-bus-sn.76216/post-1372693 Seem tht Cheers gone 2. Rip

 

[Journeytoletgo]

@Journeytoletgo Isn't Advil ibuprofen per se but quick acting because it's in liquid form?

Yes I just was making sure I go straight by the books

 

[Myl]

Will try to add more as I find them if I remember, might as well be of use to someone since I have nothing better to do.
All (right now) are from after cheers left because I'm too depressed to cross reference which ones have already been posted.

@Nolen

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-everyone.77176/

@_elliott
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/im-dying-right-now-im-actually-dying-sn.77177/ (failed)

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/hey-everyone-im-drunk-as-fuck-im-going-to-kill-myself.77731

@Peaceisnear

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/drank-20-min-ago.77080/

@NMOP3PISdn
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...pst-goodbye-and-thank-you-ss-community.77182/ (failed)

@shrek34
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-failure.76379/ (failed)

@Undead

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ring-for-ctb-using-the-sn-method-photo.76234/

@AntHydra

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/a-more-definitive-goodbye.75835/

@Apricity

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/drank-it.76966/#post-1382804

@Worth6C657373

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-have-just-now-consumed-sn.76392/

@kkslider

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/farewell-sn.78652/

@deeeeejay

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/4-hours-until-ctb.77036/

@happilyeverafter

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/ill-be-leaving-tonight.76738/

@Truck-kun

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/gonna-ctb-later-today-feel-super-restless.76308/

@Cannedbones

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/drinking-sn-soon.77276/

I really hope they are alll at piece now.

 

[Shu]

There are many many more since the last post

 

[its-about-time]

There are many many more since the last post

Yeah the document could use a thorough update. It was very informative for me though and I'm glad it exists. It was the final piece that sold me on SN.

 

[Shu]

A lot of the post have probably been lost now but @AMorteVivente is assumed successful.
@sivvie
If you click their or scroll over name and where it says "messages" click the number under it you can read the post.

 

[shrek34]

I'd be happy to offer my story as part of the resource, though clearly it was an sn failure

 

[diyCTB]

Why AMorteVivente took 40mg of meto? Used to be 30mg. The more, the higher is EPS probability.

@shrek34 I am interested to hear your story.

 

[ThePaleWhiteLight]

I'd be happy to offer my story as part of the resource, though clearly it was an sn failure

Please do.

 

[fastlife]

can someone put here members who have used domperidone im wil follow their regime Im think for more certainty

 

[lumberdaren]

Thank you

 

[clown_17]

I've taken SN and failed. I think I've mentioned it somewhere on my page.

 

[Shu]

I found at least 50 to 100+ (rough estimate could be less could be more) sn goodbye threads I should have saved them and added them here. Guess it doesn't matter.

 

[Idontmatter]

I'm feeling better about using sn. The failures seemed to be mostly because they were found or called for help. I was worried since I can't get AE. Some discomfort but nothing I haven't felt before. It's going to be worth it once it's done. Eternal relief. I'm mentally and physically exhausted. I might try to do it in June instead of July. I don't think I can hold on for another 2 months.

 

[ThereIsNoJustice]

I'm feeling better about using sn. The failures seemed to be mostly because they were found or called for help. I was worried since I can't get AE. Some discomfort but nothing I haven't felt before. It's going to be worth it once it's done. Eternal relief. I'm mentally and physically exhausted. I might try to do it in June instead of July. I don't think I can hold on for another 2 months.

Exactly. Don't allow yourself to be found, don't call for help, fast 4-8 hours, ingest 25+ g all at once with as little water as possible (50 ml), keep it down as long as possible (10+ minutes), and drink more from the second/backup cup if you vomit under 10 minutes. Everything beyond that (AEs, OTC painkillers, benzos, etc.) is just optional and/or inconsequential.

DO THAT AND YOU WILL NOT FAIL IF YOU ARE TRULY READY AND WILLING TO CTB...

 

[help56]

Exactly. Don't allow yourself to be found, don't call for help, fast 4-8 hours, ingest 25+ g all at once with as little water as possible (50 ml), keep it down as long as possible (10+ minutes), and drink more from the second/backup cup if you vomit under 10 minutes. Everything beyond that (AEs, OTC painkillers, benzos, etc.) is just optional and/or inconsequential.

DO THAT AND YOU WILL NOT FAIL IF YOU ARE TRULY READY AND WILLING TO CTB...

I suppose it's the courage