SN attempt aborted

[KidWhite]

I stumbled across this thread

SN Successful and Unsuccessful cases 2023 update

I have combined and added all the brief summary of all the attempts, assumed successful and unsuccessful, of SN suicide. These are all posts that the member has made to document the method, news articles, and scientific articles. If I have missed any I apologise and it would be great if you can...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Some are reporting pain scores of 6-7 out of 10 then they'd call an ambulance and they'd be pumped out. I ordered tramadol. In 2 weeks~ it will arrive and under it I will drink SN. All I'm afraid of is the pain.
There is a successful Stan's attempt, he took 200mg of tramadol before SN. Also tramadol can be mixed with paracetamol. I think I'll take 200mg tramadol and 500mg paracetamol.

 

[Dark Window]

In reality it can be a difficult method to get right.

I don't think it causes pain in most people but everyone's body is different.

The complexity of getting it right puts me off.

 

[karmaisabitch]

In reality it can be a difficult method to get right.

I don't think it causes pain in most people but everyone's body is different.

The complexity of getting it right puts me off.

What you mean it doesn't cause pain?? I never heard of death without pain! If your body is shutting down you will feel a lot of pain specially with this method… I'm not experienced but that's what I gathered I was searching all night long

 

[Dark Window]

What you mean it doesn't cause pain?? I never heard of death without pain! If your body is shutting down you will feel a lot of pain specially with this method… I'm not experienced but that's what I gathered I was searching all night long

Not all death causes pain. That's why assisted suicide and euthanasia is sought after.


SN causes symptoms, but usually doesn't cause serious pain.

 

[cowboypants]

I stumbled across this thread

SN Successful and Unsuccessful cases 2023 update

I have combined and added all the brief summary of all the attempts, assumed successful and unsuccessful, of SN suicide. These are all posts that the member has made to document the method, news articles, and scientific articles. If I have missed any I apologise and it would be great if you can...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Some are reporting pain scores of 6-7 out of 10 then they'd call an ambulance and they'd be pumped out. I ordered tramadol. In 2 weeks~ it will arrive and under it I will drink SN. All I'm afraid of is the pain.
There is a successful Stan's attempt, he took 200mg of tramadol before SN. Also tramadol can be mixed with paracetamol. I think I'll take 200mg tramadol and 500mg paracetamol.

I feel most are saying the pain is like having an acid reflux, which is also what I expect.

I will be taking 1000mg paracetamol. I don't see the need for getting stronger painkillers for now.

My fear is vomiting and definitely going blind even temporarily is scary af too but since SN is quick I think I can power through

 

[KidWhite]

I feel most are saying the pain is like having an acid reflux, which is also what I expect.

I will be taking 1000mg paracetamol. I don't see the need for getting stronger painkillers for now.

My fear is vomiting and definitely going blind even temporarily is scary af too but since SN is quick I think I can power through

It's not scary to go blind. Try to feel the carotid arteries with your fingers and squeeze them hard, in 10-20 seconds your eyes will darken, it will be about the same. It's not scary. Scary is the pain. I have chronic gastritis and I used to have an ulcer, but it's healed. So I'm afraid of a lot of pain, so I ordered tramadol.

 

[Roadrunner]

I'm no expert on this topic, but shouldn't one of the drugs used in this method pretty much keep you more or less unconscious? I was with my grandmother in palliative. Yes the body fights to stay alive, they just essentially kept her doped up till she died. She was 102, and the body was shutting down anyway, but it still battled.

 

[DeIetedUser4739]

I think some of those stories the people drank liquor or did other stuff like not fast for long enough. I think if you follow the guide it should be lights out within 20 minutes.

 

[KidWhite]

I'm no expert on this topic, but shouldn't one of the drugs used in this method pretty much keep you more or less unconscious? I was with my grandmother in palliative. Yes the body fights to stay alive, they just essentially kept her doped up till she died. She was 102, and the body was shutting down anyway, but it still battled.

Well the guide only uses ibuprofen or paracetamol. Also tramadol acts as a strong antidepressant and it takes away anxiety, which is cool too.

 

[Roadrunner]

Well the guide only uses ibuprofen or paracetamol. Also tramadol acts as a strong antidepressant and it takes away anxiety, which is cool too.

I have Clonazepam, I'm thinking enough of those should keep me unconscious. The trick will be the timing. Want them to have enough time to take effect, yet still be alert enough to drink the SN

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm no expert on this topic, but shouldn't one of the drugs used in this method pretty much keep you more or less unconscious?

The Benzos are suggested to stay calm but there is nothing that "knocks you out" or makes u unconscious before SN starts to work and you pass out bc of that about 15 minutes after ingestion. Being unconscious before you take SN won't work and in case of vomiting you may want to try to drink the backup glass.

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

This is why I cannot wait for my SN
even though the idea of it is so appealing
I am too scared of the pain and it failing

 

[Dark Window]

This is why I cannot wait for my SN
even though the idea of it is so appealing
I am too scared of the pain and it failing

If only we could get a firearm?

 

[KidWhite]

If only we could get a firearm?

Yeah, I think the best combo is to stand on the edge of a roof or bridge, shoot yourself in the head and fall down.

 

[flyfreetonopain]

Well the guide only uses ibuprofen or paracetamol. Also tramadol acts as a strong antidepressant and it takes away anxiety, which is cool too.

tramadol can cause vomitting in some as well... it does for me. so unless you are ok with it, might seem counter intuitive to take it with sn

 

[CocoToxBase]

What you mean it doesn't cause pain?? I never heard of death without pain! If your body is shutting down you will feel a lot of pain specially with this method… I'm not experienced but that's what I gathered I was searching all night long

Tbh after my failed SN attempt I didn't feel pain only some slight side effects. I didn't even feel I was dying although I looked like i was dying. The only pain i incurred was from the doctors after CPR and stabbing me with needles to get artery bloods which hurt like fuck. Other than that I was a blue smurf for a while and didn't even respond to the antidote but I felt fine. I presume it's because the SN only really affects the bloods ability to bind onto oxygen and I think the body gets confused because the lungs are working perfectly fine. So I feel the body doesn't actually realise it's dying until it's too late. My personal thoughts anyway..

 

[lnlybnny]

Tbh after my failed SN attempt I didn't feel pain only some slight side effects. I didn't even feel I was dying although I looked like i was dying. The only pain i incurred was from the doctors after CPR and stabbing me with needles to get artery bloods which hurt like fuck. Other than that I was a blue smurf for a while and didn't even respond to the antidote but I felt fine. I presume it's because the SN only really affects the bloods ability to bind onto oxygen and I think the body gets confused because the lungs are working perfectly fine. So I feel the body doesn't actually realise it's dying until it's too late. My personal thoughts anyway..

sorry to ask but why did you fail your SN attempt? if you'd be willing to say

 

[CocoToxBase]

sorry to ask but why did you fail your SN attempt? if you'd be willing to say

My dog alerted the neighbours and they called the police on me for being a nuisance and letting my dog bark.

 

[divinemistress36]

My dog alerted the neighbours and they called the police on me for being a nuisance and letting my dog bark.

Would you consider trying it again?

 

[CocoToxBase]

Would you consider trying it again?

Yes 100% but obviously everyone has different reactions just because mine was peaceful doesn't mean someone else's will. It's just about luck really.. Also a doctor told me I didn't respond well to treatment because I was anaemic so that's another thing I learned… You're at higher risk of dying if your anaemic :)

 

[karmaisabitch]

Tbh after my failed SN attempt I didn't feel pain only some slight side effects. I didn't even feel I was dying although I looked like i was dying. The only pain i incurred was from the doctors after CPR and stabbing me with needles to get artery bloods which hurt like fuck. Other than that I was a blue smurf for a while and didn't even respond to the antidote but I felt fine. I presume it's because the SN only really affects the bloods ability to bind onto oxygen and I think the body gets confused because the lungs are working perfectly fine. So I feel the body doesn't actually realise it's dying until it's too late. My personal thoughts anyway..

Ok that makes sense. I'm sorry you had to experience this too.. why did you fail?

 

[betternever2havbeen]

Yes 100% but obviously everyone has different reactions just because mine was peaceful doesn't mean someone else's will. It's just about luck really.. Also a doctor told me I didn't respond well to treatment because I was anaemic so that's another thing I learned… You're at higher risk of dying if your anaemic :)

I wondered that as I am/was anaemic (really unhealthy vegetarian diet) although I just took iron tablets for the last 3 months darn lol. Taking SN sounds like an extreme version of anaemia. I've never had any symptoms like headaches/shortness of breath/heart palpitations being low on iron (just lack of energy, pale, dark circles etc.) so I'm hoping taking SN will be similar for me.

How did you recover if you didn't respond to treatment? Glad you didn't have too rough a time with it, thanks for sharing your experience.

 

[LostSoul1965]

My dog alerted the neighbours and they called the police on me for being a nuisance and letting my dog bark.

Your neighbors must have called the police right away after your dog started barking. The police entered your home based on a dog barking? Around here I don't even think they would have shown up.

 

[CocoToxBase]

How did you recover if you didn't respond to treatment? Glad you didn't have too rough a time with it, thanks for sharing your experience.

They gave me 3 doses of methylene blue in 12h but my methb was staying around 70% and on the 3rd dose it increases to 75% it was only after 12h on the last 2 doses of methylene blue my methb levels started to drop to 50% and then 35%. They tried all sorts of medical interventions to try get my methb to normal.

Your neighbors must have called the police right away after your dog started barking. The police entered your home based on a dog barking? Around here I don't even think they would have shown up.

My neighbour is a pain in the backside and probably lied on the call saying I was abusing the dog which wouldn't surprise me.. My back door is always open so they entered that way

 

[losing hope]

@CocoToxBase I was re-reading your goodbye post last night, and firstly I wanted to say a MASSIVE thank you for documenting everything and hope you are doing well. I am available to you for PM's if you want to chat / vent about whatever. :-)

I was also loving the pictures of your dog. I think he knew something was up with you hence why he kept ringing the door bell. Also the sad look on his face when you took that picture of him sitting on the hospital chair for me showed how much he cared for you.

Yes 100% but obviously everyone has different reactions just because mine was peaceful doesn't mean someone else's will. It's just about luck really.. Also a doctor told me I didn't respond well to treatment because I was anaemic so that's another thing I learned… You're at higher risk of dying if your anaemic :)

Regarding the bolded bit, I've been saying that for a while. So much so, in the weeks leading up to my ctb attempt with SN I will be eating lots of junk food (to weaken me), not getting vital vitimins or minerials like vitimin D or iron etc. All of which is intended to weaken me. Then I might try this;

Masturbation to help with SN ingestion.

***Hopefully this thread can become a useful exploration/resource into this subject for anyone mature enough*** For context, here is some background on why I posted this. I am a weed & porn addict & I masturbate a lot…something like 10 times a day when high. When untake these "sessions" I've...

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Speaking as a lonely man, I feel so much weaker after an extended masturbation session (it helps with trauma thou, hence why I refer to these as a sort of thearpy). So that is got to be good for ctb'ing. Let me put it this way, masturbating drains a man's body of vital salts, minerals, sugars and fluids. So if you were to say drink SN / N or try to OD on H / F etc I am sure you'll therefore need less of it to successfully catch the bus.

Also I might let of a CO tank or increase the CO levels PPM when I take the SN as mentioned here; https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ltaneously-letting-off-a-co2-gas-tank.139296/ Again to help weaken my body via lack of oxygen & help me ctb with SN just that little bit easier. Any other suggestions like this would be much appreciated.

 

[CocoToxBase]

@CocoToxBase I was re-reading your goodbye post last night, and firstly I wanted to say a MASSIVE thank you for documenting everything and hope you are doing well. I am available to you for PM's if you want to chat / vent about whatever. :-)

I was also loving the pictures of your dog. I think he knew something was up with you hence why he kept ringing the door bell. Also the sad look on his face when you took that picture of him sitting on the hospital chair for me showed how much he cared for you.




Regarding the bolded bit, I've been saying that for a while. So much so, in the weeks leading up to my ctb attempt with SN I will be eating lots of junk food (to weaken me), not getting vital vitimins or minerials like vitimin D or iron etc. All of which is intended to weaken me. Then I might try this;

Masturbation to help with SN ingestion.

***Hopefully this thread can become a useful exploration/resource into this subject for anyone mature enough*** For context, here is some background on why I posted this. I am a weed & porn addict & I masturbate a lot…something like 10 times a day when high. When untake these "sessions" I've...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Speaking as a lonely man, I feel so much weaker after an extended masturbation session (it helps with trauma thou, hence why I refer to these as a sort of thearpy). So that is got to be good for ctb'ing. Let me put it this way, masturbating drains a man's body of vital salts, minerals, sugars and fluids. So if you were to say drink SN / N or try to OD on H / F etc I am sure you'll therefore need less of it to successfully catch the bus.

Also I might let of a CO tank or increase the CO levels PPM when I take the SN as mentioned here; https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ltaneously-letting-off-a-co2-gas-tank.139296/ Again to help weaken my body via lack of oxygen & help me ctb with SN just that little bit easier. Any other suggestions like this would be much appreciated.

Tbh you wouldn't even need to add all this extra stuff. SN is lethal on its own and if you follow the regime correctly then you will succeed. The only time people fail is because they are found early or they've called for help. There's been a case where someone has died taking 1g of SN.

 

[wsx-rt]

Tbh you wouldn't even need to add all this extra stuff. SN is lethal on its own and if you follow the regime correctly then you will succeed. The only time people fail is because they are found early or they've called for help. There's been a case where someone has died taking 1g of SN.

But it is necessary to dissolve it in distilled water or you can just use regular tap water?

 

[KidWhite]

tramadol can cause vomitting in some as well... it does for me. so unless you are ok with it, might seem counter intuitive to take it with sn

Bro, I know, I've taken it already to get high for 5 days in a row (physical dependence sets in after a couple weeks of use, but some may have it by day 7). The nausea can start only for 20 minutes, but then the high lasts 6-8 hours. And the nausea isn't as severe, it doesn't make you vomit. It's just uncomfortable nausea and domperidone for SN gonna relieves it.

 

[Onelegman]

But it is necessary to dissolve it in distilled water or you can just use regular tap water?

Anybody will do I guess, your stomach will be so empty and growling that it won't care what you put in it, it will start to process it quickly.

 

[CocoToxBase]

But it is necessary to dissolve it in distilled water or you can just use regular tap water?

I used normal water it worked just fine