SN arrived! celebrate!

[gizzreid]

it arrived when my roommate and i were both picking up packages at our apartments package place (they don't come to our door) so i basically lied and said it's a drug since she knows i like doing drugs, but it can also kill you and since she's suicidal i didn't wanna tell her. she basically begged me and told me she wouldn't do anything she just wanted to look it up to see what it does but i knew she'd see all the stuff about it being used to CTB and she already suspects i'm gonna do it since i got ghosted, so i just lied to the ends of the earth. have never lied to a close friend or whatever that much before it was weird. it's weird holding something that could kill me so easily. still working on preparing stuff and as long as my partner doesn't get back together with me it's happening tonight, already called out of work and got my shift covered. it's just so weird having it in my hands.

weird question, would THC and CBD effect how SN effects me? i plan on taking a shit ton hours before so by the time it's time to CTB, i'm exhausted and could pass out when my head hits the pillow. i figure it's better than closing my eyes and waiting awkwardly knowing i won't be opening them ever again lol

 

[Darkover]

i'm guessing your from the usa and order from ccs just wondering because i'm looking for a source of sn that delivers to the uk

 

[GoLD_75]

I'm also curious about the CBD. I feel like it would make the process much smoother and easier. Does anybody have this answer?

 

[ChildrensITV]

Since you just received your SN, my advice is to hide it until you need it. Not in a drawer or under the bed but inbetween some cracks in the wall/floor or something. You never know when you might get interrupted by the police. Also, get your story ready: You threw it away!

 

[gizzreid]

Since you just received your SN, my advice is to hide it until you need it. Not in a drawer or under the bed but inbetween some cracks in the wall/floor or something. You never know when you might get interrupted by the police. Also, get your story ready: You threw it away!

absolutely! i always come up with stories and explanations ahead of time, even if it's just being late to work. people believe you more if you spitfire your answer rather than take a second or stutter. i am trying out new hobbies and read into meat curing, my roommate is a big meat eater and i like cooking, so i got some SN to try it out but it didn't work how i wanted and i tossed it. i'm autistic so i overexplain things and they'd probably just ask me to shut up and then leave lol

 

[ChildrensITV]

absolutely! i always come up with stories and explanations ahead of time, even if it's just being late to work. people believe you more if you spitfire your answer rather than take a second or stutter. i am trying out new hobbies and read into meat curing, my roommate is a big meat eater and i like cooking, so i got some SN to try it out but it didn't work how i wanted and i tossed it. i'm autistic so i overexplain things and they'd probably just ask me to shut up and then leave lol

Good! It sounds like you have it figured out. lol.

 

[toofargone6969]

Lucky. I really need to get some SN but finding it very difficult as I'm retarded with the internet

 

[dimstar]

Also RIP that label off. Thc or CBd will have the same effects as normal, no bad interaction. I used to love weed now it gives me too much anxiety so wont be part of my plan, but if it works for you and calms you down go for it. I told one close person similar to your situation about my ctb but I regret it. And I never wanted them to know of this site or sn because I do believe they might follow me and I don't want that. Selfish yeah and not all that pro choice. But if they did it would be rushed and not thought through and no one should do that. Only 100% sure it's your time. Dont let your roommate find out as they may be in a more vulnerable state.

 

[gizzreid]

Also RIP that label off. Thc or CBd will have the same effects as normal, no bad interaction. I used to love weed now it gives me too much anxiety so wont be part of my plan, but if it works for you and calms you down go for it. I told one close person similar to your situation about my ctb but I regret it. And I never wanted them to know of this site or sn because I do believe they might follow me and I don't want that. Selfish yeah and not all that pro choice. But if they did it would be rushed and not thought through and no one should do that. Only 100% sure it's your time. Dont let your roommate find out as they may be in a more vulnerable state.

yupp i plan on putting this in a specific hiding place when i make the drink. it's too easy and the fact that CCS sells is as 500 grams... i could hypothetically help like 40+ people CTB. people on this site i'll give them the link to it but that's because they already found this site and the concept of SN on their own. my roommate has no clue about any of this as far as i know, if she wants it she can find it on her own time but i won't lead people to it. i found this site on my own time when i was ready anyway.

also thank you for the label thing! didn't even think about that. Now it just looks like a huge pill bottle haha. I should write something silly on it like "penis enlargement pills" to make the cops laugh when they find it and my body lmfao. hate cops but i have always wanted people to find some humor in my death

 

[Unwr!tten]

"Life Saver pills"

 

[Jezzibell]

i'm guessing your from the usa and order from ccs just wondering because i'm looking for a source of sn that delivers to the uk

I found one bit not sure if it'll get through customs

 

[Idon'tknow828]

it arrived when my roommate and i were both picking up packages at our apartments package place (they don't come to our door) so i basically lied and said it's a drug since she knows i like doing drugs, but it can also kill you and since she's suicidal i didn't wanna tell her. she basically begged me and told me she wouldn't do anything she just wanted to look it up to see what it does but i knew she'd see all the stuff about it being used to CTB and she already suspects i'm gonna do it since i got ghosted, so i just lied to the ends of the earth. have never lied to a close friend or whatever that much before it was weird. it's weird holding something that could kill me so easily. still working on preparing stuff and as long as my partner doesn't get back together with me it's happening tonight, already called out of work and got my shift covered. it's just so weird having it in my hands.

weird question, would THC and CBD effect how SN effects me? i plan on taking a shit ton hours before so by the time it's time to CTB, i'm exhausted and could pass out when my head hits the pillow. i figure it's better than closing my eyes and waiting awkwardly knowing i won't be opening them ever again lol

where did you get your sn from? I've been looking everywhere.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that those who are able to get SN now are fortunate especially as it's becoming more and more restricted. I wish you the best with your plans.

 

[Abdullah]

Congratulations ! I understand that you may be overwhelmed at just having it. I wish I was in your situation now. I'm terrified of cops and I don't think it's fair to leave a corpse in my parents home.

 

[gizzreid]

where did you get your sn from? I've been looking everywhere.

CCS!

Congratulations ! I understand that you may be overwhelmed at just having it. I wish I was in your situation now. I'm terrified of cops and I don't think it's fair to leave a corpse in my parents home.

totally get that. that's what prevented me from doing it before i moved out. now i'm just with a roommate who has literally said she's desensitized to suicide so wouldn't mind seeing my corpse (not that she wants me to do it lol). i don't blame you for not wanting your family to be subjected to that, it's a lot

 

[soleil]

I sent in a request with CCS, how long did it take to hear back?

 

[Kay_Philosopher]

Bumping this up as well ^^
How long to hear back?

 

[NightshadeDreamer]

You must feel so relieved! In NZ it seems impossible to order it unless you're a science lab or university. I'm glad you got it and can feel better. But don't feel bad about lying to your friend, if they're as suicidal as you say, you're protecting them from harming themselves. Which is the right thing to do. But definitely hide it, think about it for a bit. Maybe you'll change your mind. Either way, it's your choice and if you're adamant, then you have that way out.

 

[Idon'tknow828]

I found one bit not sure if it'll get through customs

I've been looking for good sources for sn. What's ccs?

CCS!

There are two websites with those acronyms

 

[Jezzibell]

I've been looking for good sources for sn. What's ccs?


There are two websites with those acronyms

Ccs is no good for outside the usa

 

[gizzreid]

I sent in a request with CCS, how long did it take to hear back?

Bumping this up as well ^^
How long to hear back?

i ordered in on friday night and got it yesterday afternoon. ships from PA so it depends how far you are from them but it's quick shipping, a few days

 

[Idon'tknow828]

Ccs is no good for outside the usa

I know. I live in the US

 

[Kay_Philosopher]

i ordered in on friday night and got it yesterday afternoon. ships from PA so it depends how far you are from them but it's quick shipping, a few days

For some reason, my card hasn't been charged since yesterday even though I have the receipt saying that the order went through. No shipping information, yet.

 

[gizzreid]

For some reason, my card hasn't been charged since yesterday even though I have the receipt saying that the order went through. No shipping information, yet.

it takes a minute, since it's friday night it'll likely wait til monday as mine did. i was charged the morning on monday and it shipped later that day

 

[loverfromhell]

did you use your home address basically to have it delivered?

 

[Kay_Philosopher]

it takes a minute, since it's friday night it'll likely wait til monday as mine did. i was charged the morning on monday and it shipped later that day

Do we get a delivery label for checking the approximate delivery estimated time arrive of arrival?

 

[InsatiableEmptiness]

absolutely! i always come up with stories and explanations ahead of time, even if it's just being late to work. people believe you more if you spitfire your answer rather than take a second or stutter. i am trying out new hobbies and read into meat curing, my roommate is a big meat eater and i like cooking, so i got some SN to try it out but it didn't work how i wanted and i tossed it. i'm autistic so i overexplain things and they'd probably just ask me to shut up and then leave lol

SN source please. I'm in need direly

 

[gizzreid]

SN source please. I'm in need direly

CCS is a good one but it seems like they sold out of the 500g that i got and only have 1000g which is really expensive

 

[Message In A Bottle]

A lot of companies use CCS as an acronym, which one is everyone talking about ______?

The point of acronyms is to be discreet. I never dealt with ccs but in case that is the site I'd remove that from your post - you don't want prolifers catching on, and removing that as source too.