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nooppop2

nooppop2

Member
Feb 5, 2025
24
So I ordered SN finally, I was just wondering if the people on here who received it too, had urges to take it earlier than intended? I plan to at least live until July but sometimes I get random urges to end my life where I don't care about living till then.
 
Big_Eal

Big_Eal

Member
Mar 31, 2025
75
I also ordered my SN today . I dont have an specific date either , i couldnt find benzos , so its just gonna be SN , anti... and propanolol
 
nooppop2

nooppop2

Member
Feb 5, 2025
24
I also ordered my SN today . I dont have an specific date either , i couldnt find benzos , so its just gonna be SN , anti... and propanolol
I got propranolol too and I can get benzos🤭
 
BeijaFlor

BeijaFlor

Dreamer
Oct 17, 2024
90
yeah, i get that... i think that, its all about the "calling", the "moment"... weather it be now, before or later... just follow your intuition.
spirited away, as you are... im sure you have magic within you
 
Halfhourdays

Halfhourdays

"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
Mar 14, 2025
621
Probably everyone else who has SN is struggling with urges. I know I would be.
 

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