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LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

This world is disgusting
Oct 16, 2024
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I am smoking weed and watching Mr. Nightmare on my TV to drown out my suicidal thoughts from being a virgin. Fuck I wished weed was legal everywhere in the world because weed is honestly awesome and better than alcohol.

I am sure a lot of us here are weed lovers
 
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tooBadTooLate

tooBadTooLate

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Aug 16, 2025
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Ayup, I love weed too. I confess, I burnt a hole on the mattress. They're still pretty easy to get here in Thailand, despite the foreseeable future of it being banned again. Honestly, they seem to go along well with a small amount of alcohol—a shot of something strong, preferably rum or vodka, first to get yourself eased up, and then blaze it up. Worked well for me.

Also, playing guitar while high is fucking great.
 
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mirror_mercury

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Aug 25, 2025
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when i'm on weed, i'm not motivated to do anything

and then comes the panic attacks after a while....... it's really dangerous

i use nicotine instead, my job is very social, and nicotine eases the social tensions. it helps me be less shy
 
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liesabouthelp

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Feb 17, 2025
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I am smoking weed and watching Mr. Nightmare on my TV to drown out my suicidal thoughts from being a virgin. Fuck I wished weed was legal everywhere in the world because weed is honestly awesome and better than alcohol.

I am sure a lot of us here are weed loves
virginity is an outdated religious concept. why would you ever care whether your genitals have stuck into or by something? relationships fucking suck anyway. you have to really put an effort to please your partner, who will most definitely have different interests and preferences. where do you find a good partner anyway? dating apps are filled with shallow people with nothing but red flags. in real life, youll only get to actually connect with a handful of people youd be interested in, but theyre completely random, theres even a lesser chance for you to find a person you can actually connect with. you might initially connect with someone, then you put two years of effort into the relationship, then you move together and only THEN realize that youre not compatible with their real self after all.
in the end, it only comes in the way of you being able to fulfill yourself. and thats what should matter the most. instead of relationships and SEX (where the thrill fades off anyway soon enough, and youll realize "wait, whats the point now?"), just look for people and groups that require less commitment, who share one specific goal with you, which you can work towards with them. and just good friendships. thats all you need in the end. yet youre SUICIDAL for being *the concept of no genital interaction*
by the way, i was a "lonely virgin". then i was not. ive always been aware of these FACTS, and none of them changed through out all of it.
 

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