Venting Small stupid vent about SN

[Meditation guide]

I had to get this out: I have 2 bottles of SN and I'm afraid I will mix up my two glasses of SN then not have the nerve to drink them and will then only have one bottle of SN left, but since I want to test it first will only have enough left for my next attempt for one glass of SN.
I keep hating myself for only buying 2 bottles when it was available. I am not a physically brave person and can definitely see this happening.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Mg, it's ok. I think it's definitely OK to be afraid of whatever could go as it's natural to over think what could happen as soon as we take that final step. Just take it easy and relax when it comes down to what you are going to have to do, physically brave person or not.

Are they both from the same supplier?

 

[cosnidering_ctb]

I can relate to this.

 

[Meditation guide]

Mg, it's ok. I think it's definitely OK to be afraid of whatever could go as it's natural to over think what could happen as soon as we take that final step. Just take it easy and relax when it comes down to what you are going to have to do, physically brave person or not.

Are they both from the same supplier?

Yes but 3 years old, got it when it was still easy to get. I need more in case I do what I know I will do which is chicken out.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I am a big proponent of having at least one immediate alternative method available. I plan to do the CO chamber, but will have a pre-suspended noose hanging from a tree as backup just in case.

 

[Chronicoverwhelm]

I can relate to this too.