Sleeping with Exit Bag

[SadCryingBunny]

I slept last night for the first time with the exit bag on but very loose and open so I wouldn't accidentally die in my sleep due to co2 build up. I put it on right before I went to sleep and damn I was unconscious quick because I was very tired. I woke up with it still on a hour later, removed it because it was uncomfortable and shifted my body. I am psychologically preparing to ctb by getting accustomed to sleeping with a bag over me. I knew that I could die in my sleep there if I didn't let enough air in and the thought didn't scare me, I was ready to go right there comfortably. However the thought of getting cut open in the autopsy is what put me off. When I find a far away ctb location, I will go. I am certain with an overdose of sleeping pills and Benzos, I'll be able to ctb with this method via nitrogen or maybe even without it by just inhaling the build up of carbon dioxide. I'll be free soon. I am so tired of this life.

 

[madameviolette]

Why does the thought of getting autopsied put you off ?

Genuinely curious. I mean since you'd be dead anyway. But now that I think about it I wouldn't want to be cut either

 

[SadCryingBunny]

Why does the thought of getting autopsied put you off ?

Genuinely curious. I mean since you'd be dead anyway. But now that I think about it I wouldn't want to be cut either

I'm tired of explaining. It's horrifying & dignity. I want opinions if it would be possible to ctb via exit bag by just breathing in my exhaled breath.