Since I’m killing myself anyway what drugs should I try?

[Journeytoletgo]

You can grow your own mushrooms. You would have to go to the dark net for LSD but you can order mushroom spores legally in the US in all but 3 states.

And what exactly do mushrooms feel
Like??

 

[lifecouldbedream]

And what exactly do mushrooms feel
Like??

Euphoria. They will also make you think heavily about your life and possibly uncover past traumas. Very beneficial for some people.

Psilocybin mushrooms

Please see this section for more information.

psychonautwiki.org

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Euphoria. They will also make you think heavily about your life and possibly uncover past traumas. Very beneficial for some people.

Psilocybin mushrooms

Please see this section for more information.

psychonautwiki.org

I read somewhere that someone tried them and it did uncover past traumas but then they didn't know who they were anymore after this

 

[lifecouldbedream]

I read somewhere that someone tried them and it did uncover past traumas but then they didn't know who they were anymore after this

What happens to you afterwards is really up to your mental state and how you can handle being aware of things you might not want to be aware of. I suggest if you ever use psychadelics, mentally prepare beforehand with meditation, and potentially journaling your thoughts before and after the trip.

 

[Pain In The Ass]

I can't live with damaged skin and awful mistakes what drugs should I try beside mushrooms?

Oxycodone the cocaine once the Oxy hits is quite amazing.

 

[miserable_existance]

I can't live with damaged skin and awful mistakes what drugs should I try beside

I can't live with damaged skin and awful mistakes what drugs should I try beside mushrooms?

Ibogaine?? DMT ?? , Ketamine ??

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Ibogaine?? DMT ?? , Ketamine ??

What's ibogaine like?

 

[miserable_existance]

What's ibogaine like?

psychedellic ,, have been know to have therapeutic effects ( psychological , for introspection , ego killing) has been life changing for opioid addicts , people with addictions , people with traumas , the trip lasts for 24 to 48 hours , ibogaine is naturally occuring from roots and bark of tree IBOGA , FOUND IN CENTRAL AFRICA , i have no source for it .

 

[Journeytoletgo]

psychedellic ,, have been know to have therapeutic effects ( psychological , for introspection , ego killing) has been life changing for opioid addicts , people with addictions , people with traumas , the trip lasts for 24 to 48 hours , ibogaine is naturally occuring from roots and bark of tree IBOGA , FOUND IN CENTRAL AFRICA , i have no source for it .

Okay I need to try this and mushrooms then

 

[Of The Universe]

Anybody know of legal substances that mimic illegal drugs?

 

[lifecouldbedream]

What's ibogaine like?

From reports its apparently like a waking dream, one guy hallucinated going into his bag and looking for heroin, shooting it up and then thinking he was a failure for relapsing only to come back to reality

 

[Niko66]

MDMA if you have been depressed for years is a mindblowing experience. Pure euphoria and love-like feeling.
Also shrooms often give nausea, I'd recommend making some tea and not eating them for a more pleasant experience.

 

[youtha]

Too late I drank alcohol multiple times already and tried weed a few times however that is it. Nothing else

I have to try something to get me in a state to be fearless

Don't know if you've resolved this yet, but if you're feeling fear, maybe you don't really want to go through with it. Please think about it some more.

 

[Bahbah Blacksheep]

Anybody know of legal substances that mimic illegal drugs?

Dextromethorphan is a dissociative, sold as cough medicine. Also there's a bunch of research chemicals available, depending where you live. Look up 1V-LSD
And Kratom can opioid-like, legal most places.

 

[myopybyproxy]

Anybody know of legal substances that mimic illegal drugs?

--dextromethorphan hydrobromide, dissociative sold as an antitussive - I recommend the pills over the syrup. Effects depend on dose, can mimic various combinations of weed, alcohol, and ketamine depending on a variety of variables
--levomethamphetamine (aka levmetamfetamin) and propylhexedrine, stimulants sold as medicated inhalers - pull apart the cotton and let soak in lemon juice and/or vodka for a day, then drink. Can explain more if interested but that is the simplest way to ingest. Mimics cocaine, amphetamine, and low dose methamphetamine (somewhat less euphoria than the latter two, I would liken it most to cocaine)
--kratom and poppy seed tea - mimic opioids, note that the tea will raise your tolerance significantly. Potency varies by batch (not an issue with aforementioned two as they are pharmaceuticals)
--cathinones, sold as bath salts and others - these are a gamble and should be tested before using. Mimicry depends on which cathinone/s you use

 

[Euthanza]

I want to try ayahuasca but can't get anywhere else

 

[makethepainstop]

If you try salvia be prepared to become part of the floor or the furniture, going by testimonies online.

What is this and where can I get some? Asking for a friend

 

[whatevs]

What is this and where can I get some? Asking for a friend

Salvia divinorum, I'm sure there are sources online, I've only read the experiences, not taken it.

 

[ManicPanic2018]

DMT. Theres all sorts of theories about it regarding death, near death experiences and all that. It changed me from being a staunch atheist to believing there may be something more to all of this after we die, and what that may be. It's actually helped me feel more comfortable with the idea of CTB.

It could all be psychedelic nonsense, but fucl me, It's at least a crazy experiences that's well worth checking out before you go.