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cowplantabduction

cowplantabduction

Beam me up, Scotty
Jul 21, 2025
49
One anxiety inducing situation happened to me earlier in the day and I've been completely out of commission since, I can't do things I enjoy, I can't eat, I can't sleep, I feel like I'm going to throw up. I really hate myself and just want to die. I'm already on the maximum dose of an antidepressant and an antipsychotic but it doesn't help if something triggers my anxiety, I don't know if anything can help me when I'm like this. One time when going through a bad anxiety attack for days I didn't realize I had caught a stomach virus because the anxiety already gives me all of the same symptoms. I don't think I can even function in this world.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,240
I have severe anxiety since I was 16 and it ruined my life so I understand you. I wish I wasn't born
 
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cursedlife

Student
Jun 28, 2024
158
I had anxiety since I was a teenager but after taking zyprexa it spiked so high to the point where I can't function anymore and im suicidal all the time because of it
 
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shampoo sniffer

shampoo sniffer

Terminal
Aug 10, 2025
285
My anxiety has gotten very bad recently. Like you, I can't eat, sleep or leave the house. It's miserable.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,485
That sounds really dreadful to me, I see it as so cruel how there's all this suffering in existing, it really sounds like you've suffered a lot, I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,279
I can so relate. I usually wake up with cold, sweaty hands.
 
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