Venting SI is so strong, stronger than I thought.

[Alex6216]

I mean… I am a glutton for punishment, so… go for it!

but which one should I do?
Should I watch stuff that makes me lose faith now or wait until I try to CTB?

 

[wljourney]

but which one should I do?
Should I watch stuff that makes me lose faith now or wait until I try to CTB?

I'm sorry I really can't tell you. I would probably wait until you get to the point where you don't need as much as a nudge.
Why make yourself feel worse on purpose if things are shitty enough already?

 

[Alex6216]

yea that's what I am going to do

I'm sorry I really can't tell you. I would probably wait until you get to the point where you don't need as much as a nudge.
Why make yourself feel worse on purpose if things are shitty enough already?

 

[lyles]

I understand. I have many reasons for why I haven't gone yet but a persisting SI has been my greatest hurdle besides personal ties. For me, I know I will only be able to finish it by impulse.

 

[Alex6216]

I hope I am alone soon, I realised everything I did wrong today and can easily see how I can prevent it... Well I hope I can

 

[ArcherFiles44]

Me too.. I'm so sick of working really hard for 0 return on life..

These crash and burn cycles have taken their toll. Zero is a lonely number.