Why would the US citizenship offer surefire suicide? Also, why would you need to go Pakistan?
Sorry more questions than answers. Seems you are creating obstacles and I am not clear why. Lots of megathreads of methods out there but I do not believe any of them mention US citizenship or a pakistan visit.
Sorry more questions than answers. Seems you are creating obstacles and I am not clear why. Lots of megathreads of methods out there but I do not believe any of them mention US citizenship or a pakistan visit.
There is no context to your question we have no idea what's going on or what it means
MYStERY_Man
The 't' is silent
- Jul 15, 2020
- 225
I assume you're a Pakistani living in the US and has chosen the gun as a method. Only you can answer your question, though. How important is it to CBT before you can get citizenship? Are you willing to try to find a gun in the black market? Would you consider another method? We really can't make these decisions for you.
I am a British citizen. Getting a gun in Pakistan is harder than America. But, the only surefire way to CTB is a gunshot to the head.
MYStERY_Man
The 't' is silent
- Jul 15, 2020
- 225
There is no surefire way to CBT, there are plenty of people walking around without a face from a failed attempt with a shotgun. With proper research, preparation and making sure one is left alone for half an hour, there are other methods just as effective and more accessible. I still don't understand the deal with Pakistan. Aside from these point, you sound informed enough: as an American citizen it should be easy to get a legal gun, but there are ways around that. The decision is still yours.
What is the easiest way to CTB without a gun?
There is a huge arms network in Pakistan. So, it is easy to get your hands on a gun. Especially in Peshawar.
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My mother checks whatever I purchase on the internet, I don't have a job so I have no money on my card etc
Are you currently in school?
If so, make a list f things to order then add SN on it
If so, make a list f things to order then add SN on it
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I'm at university in the UK. I really want to try SN, but my mum won't let me. It's almost impossible. After, she found yew seeds she threw them away. I have no way to commit suicide. Hanging would be hit or miss.
That's why I want to immigrate to America, get citizenship & then off myself.
That's why I want to immigrate to America, get citizenship & then off myself.
Suicidals don't go to hell bro. I'm a christian and I know this
I need you to exhaust other options before ctbing
I need you to exhaust other options before ctbing
Well as a Muslim, I would go to hell. That's the Islamic belief.
Although, it is possible for God to forgive me & to go to heaven, it's not guaranteed.
Although, it is possible for God to forgive me & to go to heaven, it's not guaranteed.
If God knows that you're in so much pain, why would he put you in hell? You deserve heaven bro. The best place in heaven.
Bull in a China shop
Self destruction button in play
- Oct 21, 2020
- 41
I don't understand why you need to come to usa to top yourself unless you are planning a suicide attack, you live in the UK it is a Christian country but you have the freedom to choose what religion you follow and yet you still chose to follow Islam so deal with it, plus only suicide according to the Qur'an is a sin unless you take a kuffir(non believer of islam) with you, then you would be classed as a martyr,which you already know
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Mr blobby
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- Nov 29, 2020
- 55
I am Muslim too. Suicide is a major sin. I cannot to tell you whether you will you go to heaven or hell. All sins are forgivable but only God can decide that. However you must understand the theological consequences with your decision. It's a judgement call.
If you're scared, maybe you should reconsider. Try to get closer to your deity. Many of my friends with religions say they feel better after spending more time exploring their religions.
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Maybe distance yourself from your mother and rest of your family. It sounds like you rely on them, and they control you. That's a terrible situation to be in. If you live on your own, whether in the UK or US, you may be happy and not want to CTB. Remember, suicide is a permanent solution. You're living situation can very easily change...
My mother does this- because like most parents- she cares about me. She would never want me to commit suicide. I don't think that I would be happy without her as I have no energy/motivation to work.