should i stay?

[camsnyder]

ever since i was eight years old i've wanted to ctb. there's something fucked up in my brain and i don't know what it is, and i may never know. i just want to go. i have a guy, vinny, who says i'll make his life miserable if i ctb. he wants me to get help. he says that i can call or text him whenever. why do i never feel like he actually cares? should i stay for him? the only thing i've ever wanted is to ctb. i'll never be satisfied until i'm taking my last breath.

 

[ipmanwc0]

It's your choice. Sounds like ur leaning towards ctb

 

[avaruus]

Yeah, it is your choice. In my opinion, you shouldn't live just for someone else. If you want to stay and live, do it because YOU want it.
Just my 2 cents, i wish you well.

 

[undecided]

What makes you feel that your friend doesn't care?

 

[FuneralCry]

It's always up to you deciding what to do, none of us are obligated to continue existing here after all, I've also always wished to cease existing, it's really understandable just wishing to be free.