parasytes_
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- Jul 14, 2020
- 37
So I've been planning to ctb around 2-3 weeks from now since I need to tie up some loose ends, but there's just something I've been conflicted about doing before I ctb. Long story short, there's a person who used to bully me a lot back in high school 5-6 years ago. He wasn't the only one to do it to me, but he stands out from the others since he consistently did it for 2 years. I never had the courage to stand up for myself, I just endured it all until I could graduate and finally be away from those people. But since I'm ctb'ing soon, I thought about sending this person a message on FB expressing my confusion and hurt on why he treated me like that. It's more of like a final note I wanted to send before I die, but I can't really make out what my true intentions are, or if the message will even do anything.
I won't lie, If I do send the message, I would want him to feel bad and guilty for what he did, but considering how long it's been and whether or not he's changed, there's always the chance he just won't care or some other negative thing. That and I'm not sure how soon he'd even see the message since he doesn't seem that active on FB. I understand letting bygones be bygones, but a part of me feels like I should do it as sort way to get this off my chest before I go. I don't know, but what do you guys think?
I won't lie, If I do send the message, I would want him to feel bad and guilty for what he did, but considering how long it's been and whether or not he's changed, there's always the chance he just won't care or some other negative thing. That and I'm not sure how soon he'd even see the message since he doesn't seem that active on FB. I understand letting bygones be bygones, but a part of me feels like I should do it as sort way to get this off my chest before I go. I don't know, but what do you guys think?