Should I kill myself?(August, not rn)

[m3nhera]

I'm so tired of always changing my mind, it's so draining and painful, and I know the choice is mine and mine alone. However, logically, what do you think is best for me?(feel free to view my posts if you want) like the pros and cons and whether living/dying is worth it. Sorry if this is a pathetic post. Also about the last option, it wouldn't let me add more but I'm only willing to try ONE more thing if I decide to go that route.

 

[Truecel2008]

At least try something new in your life

Killing yourself is an option when your deck of cards sucks

But first, look at the things you can at least change, even if it's just one thing

It's better to try one last thing and see how it goes

And if that doesn't work

Well… Someday you'll end up in a world where you can be happy

If you're a
believer, of course xd