permanently tired
The emptiness is unbearable
- Nov 8, 2023
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There is a bridge I'm planning to go to which is about 130 feet from where you can jump. What should I consider when deciding: to go head first into the ground, jumping into the water and using it as a secondary means (though I don't know what position to be be when jumping into water and unsure if I'll be knocked unconscious, or swim into the water and just drown.
The cons I can think of are that people will notice immediately if I jump onto the ground and I'm likely to be taken to the hospital if I survive the impact. Jumping into water allows me to be undiscovered for a longer period of time, but it is unlikely the impact will kill me or even manage to knock me unconscious and it will probably cause me to drown instead. Swimming into the water directly might require me to have attach weights to myself which I don't have so I'm unsure if just inhaling water will be enough to sink my body.
The cons I can think of are that people will notice immediately if I jump onto the ground and I'm likely to be taken to the hospital if I survive the impact. Jumping into water allows me to be undiscovered for a longer period of time, but it is unlikely the impact will kill me or even manage to knock me unconscious and it will probably cause me to drown instead. Swimming into the water directly might require me to have attach weights to myself which I don't have so I'm unsure if just inhaling water will be enough to sink my body.
