Discussion Should I CTB right now I am alone and i am going to be for a while longer(an hour or so). My method is partial suspension, I know what to do.Should I?

[LostCauseLooknToCTB]

I know how to go unconscious i have tested it before should I do it or should I wait. I don't know and its FUCKING KILLING ME.

 

[Linda]

I know how to go unconscious i have tested it before should I do it or should I wait. I don't know and its FUCKING KILLING ME.

If you don't know whether it's time to ctb, then it isn't time.

 

[Valky]

agreed

 

[SVEN]

If you're unsure, to me that would be a definite sign that you're not yet ready. Stop and think about it, if you decide to go ahead there'll be another 'bus coming along. If you change your mind too late, well, it's too late.

 

[LostCauseLooknToCTB]

agreed

Ok I will keep that in mind but I am still open to suggestions

 

[Worndown]

If you have alone time for at least 30 minutes, you have the time needed. Partial...put all your weight into it when you try. No easing into it. Do it like you mean it!

 

[LostCauseLooknToCTB]

If you're unsure, to me that would be a definite sign that you're not yet ready. Stop and think about it, if you decide to go ahead there'll be another 'bus coming along. If you change your mind too late, well, it's too late.

I an not on a time limit and it's only partial suspension. So, I shouldn't have to make permanent decision, until I go unconscious that is.

 

[SVEN]

Believe me, if you hit the carotid arteries sweet spot you could be well gonebefore you realise it. I've seen it many times when Ju Jitsu training.

 

[LostCauseLooknToCTB]

If you have alone time for at least 30 minutes, you have the time needed. Partial...put all your weight into it when you try. No easing into it. Do it like you mean it!

I am not going to choke myself while I am conscious, My body weight will do the job just fine, AFTER I am unconscious.

 

[lpfx]

I believe that this is a personal decision that shouldn't be influenced by others.

I think Linda said it best -

If you don't know whether it's time to ctb, then it isn't time.

 

[Worndown]

You either practice or die. Yes, while practicing you might decide to go all the way. If that happens, press on with all you have. If that is your choice, I hope all goes well for you.

 

[LostCauseLooknToCTB]

Believe me, if you hit the carotid arteries sweet spot you could be well gonebefore you realise it. I've seen it many times when Ju Jitsu training.

that's the plan! :) I have located my carotid arteries and actually made myself loose my vision for a few moments.

I believe that this is a personal decision that shouldn't be influenced by others.

I think Linda said it best -

Thanks for your input.

 

[FuneralCry]

You cannot expect others to tell you if you should ctb or not, it has to be a personal decision. But for me personally if I was going to attempt hanging, I would plan to be left alone for a lot longer than an hour, mostly because I would want to make sure it wouldn't fail.

 

[SVEN]

Whichever way you decide to go, know you have my support and best wishes. I just feel that you are operating on a terribly slim margin if you feel that, once in position and any compression begun you'll be able to beat syncope if you change your mind.
I hope all goes well, either way you choose.

 

[LostCauseLooknToCTB]

You either practice or die. Yes, while practicing you might decide to go all the way. If that happens, press on with all you have. If that is your choice, I hope all goes well for you.

Thanks for your support

You cannot expect others to tell you if you should ctb or not, it has to be a personal decision. But for me personally if I was going to attempt hanging, I would plan to be left alone for a lot longer than an hour, mostly because I would want to make sure it wouldn't fail.

I said that I have time sooooo
YOU KNOW WHAT?, FUCK IT. I'm gonna do it or live trying.
r/brandnewsentence

 

[CTB Fella]

Everything you want is on the other side of fear.

 

[justastranger]

If you get caught though you'll end up as a vegetable. Don't do it rn

Thanks for your support

I said that I have time sooooo
YOU KNOW WHAT?, FUCK IT. I'm gonna do it or live trying.
r/brandnewsentence

you alive?

 

[LostCauseLooknToCTB]

If I don't respond back in the next few days then assume the best.
I'M JUST SO FED UP WITH LIFE!
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/ok-kiddos-its-going-to-be-thursday.114299/post-1943264
I'm buckling up hopefully it ends well.

 

[Brave_it_Shiru]

If you don't know whether it's time to ctb, then it isn't time.

I was going to say it too. It is such a final move. Please make the decision when you want to.

If someone/sth is making you hold back even for a second then go and see what that is...

cbt is for ourselves. How about making it as peaceful as we can? I don't feel the peace in this post so long answer.....not yet...hang on.

 

[arcadia]

This forum isn't really here to tell you when to kill yourself, no offense. Use the resources and the knowledge you have of your own situation. I wish you the best with whatever you decide is best.

 

[Disaster]

It's a pro-choice site, which means that it supports those who are able to make the choice themselves.
I'm not exactly sure why some people want it to be a place where choice is made for them by internet strangers.
If you feel too upset to think straight, it's obviously not the right state of mind for making such serious decisions.

 

[SVEN]

Know that we are on here with you if you go ahead, so you are not alone. Soft journey, sweet rest.

 

[RichardFirst]

If you're not 100% sure that you want to do it, I think that you are not ready. Whatever happens though, I hope it's peaceful.

 

[LostCauseLooknToCTB]

I couldn't get the it to bite the arteries but i will try again next week this is frustrating but tis but a setback I will try until I get it right what's the worst that could happen? I live, and try again. I goes wrong and I get what I want.

 

[LostCauseLooknToCTB]

It's a pro-choice site, which means that it supports those who are able to make the choice themselves.
I'm not exactly sure why some people want it to be a place where choice is made for them by internet strangers.
If you feel too upset to think straight, it's obviously not the right state of mind for making such serious decisions.

This is true I have been thinking about this for about 3 years and I am sure of my decision but actually acquiring another method and getting the time alone is hard where I live .

 

[lessthanperfect]

I think your uncertainty was more about the time limit than whether or not you really want to die, and in that case I would look for a time when you have at least an hour to yourself, because you don't want to be found before you're dead.

If you're still here, good luck to you going forward. If not, safe travels. I'll meet you there eventually.